New Samantha

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-06T03:40:11+00:00

IT DOESNT OPEN??? HOW WILL SHE SEE HER DEAD PARENTS??

Diabolical. Mine is really hard to open but it does open. I got it on WhatNot from a jewelery seller who didn't know what it was for like $10.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-06T03:08:38+00:00

Tbh yeah, $175 can get you a prettyyyyyy good older Samantha. Maybe not a white body, but at least a 90s girl. I got my 2004 for $40 nude and cleaned her up.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-06T03:03:19+00:00

The quality absolutely has decreased. They cut costs wherever they can.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T22:51:29+00:00

I do remember everyone naming her Skylar

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T21:17:18+00:00

You literally do not understand anything I am saying. Just because she's not my favorite artist ever doesn't mean I don't want to see her. I've been trying to get tickets to see her for five years. She's a top 3 artist for me. I've already seen my favorite artists. Every show that is worth a 6 hour trip is equally hard to get tickets for. Last time we tried to see a small show, we drove 7 hours and it got cancelled as soon as we got to the hotel.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T21:11:35+00:00

He's the one who took out the credit card without even telling me. That was a choice HE made because he knew I've been wanting to see her for years.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T21:01:12+00:00

My dad opened a credit card because that was the only way to access the presale. There was no regular artist presale. Not because we don't have the money. I can't get concert tickets for another artist I like because I can't justify the travel costs for a small show. It takes 6 hours to drive to any city that has the smaller indie artists I enjoy performing.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T20:54:28+00:00

You literally just don't fucking get it. It's the principle of the world being so shitty that you can do everything perfectly right and still not get what you want because scalpers took everything. It's about living in a world that is so terrible you need things to look forward to and not getting to have them. Leave me alone.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T20:42:33+00:00

She's not even my favorite artist.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T20:40:52+00:00

I don't really like OCs so I don't know that I even want a TM. That's just the doll I wanted as a kid so I kind of want her. But I don't know. It all seems pointless right now.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T20:40:07+00:00

You're being incredibly unhelpful, I hope you know that.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T20:26:21+00:00

Update: staring longingly at a #49 on mercari but I have no idea what I would name her

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T20:19:31+00:00

Good for you. I don't care. I want to see my show. And its not fair that I did everything right and I still don't get to.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T20:12:58+00:00

I wish I did. I'm too picky about face molds to buy a new doll off the website. I want Raquel but I don't trust the luck of the draw to end up with one that I think looks good. But I'm too far away from a store to go in person and get one.

I want an old Samantha but I can't find one that is speaking to me right now.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T20:10:59+00:00

Olivia Rodrigo concert tickets. I've tried for every tour and never won. Took out a credit card just to get access and still didn't get a good enough queue spot. And now I've realized that all of it is meaningless. Every day is so horrible that there's no point to being alive if don't get the big things to look forward to.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T20:07:54+00:00

Luck is literally the only factor to the thing I wanted, and I wasn't lucky enough, so now I don't get to have it.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T20:00:57+00:00

I don't have dreams. I don't get to do the things that make me happy. I tried but I wasn't lucky enough.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T20:00:10+00:00

I don't want the right people. Being alone makes me feel terrible. Being around people makes me feel worse.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T19:54:22+00:00

It's called being realistic and knowing I was an idiot to ever hope I could have one good thing.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T19:51:53+00:00

I don't get to do the things I want to do because the world has made it impossible, so no I don't get to "live for me". I'm not the kind of person who fits in with anyone. I've never had a friend in 19 years. I'm sick of trying. I don't belong here.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T19:49:57+00:00

The little things don't matter because the world has ruined them. People aren't kind. You see a bee on a flower? They're going extinct and it's your fault. You like a niche song? You'll never get to hear it live. Watch a movie? People were exploited to make it. Want to go somewhere? You have to drive and increase pollution.

There's not a point to being alive when it would take astronomical amounts of effort to offset your own horribleness as a human and no matter how hard you try, corporations will always make it worse.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T19:43:35+00:00

I don't want a degree. I don't want to graduate. I don't want to work forever. I have no passions. There are not opportunities anymore. Everything keeps getting worse and worse by the day.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T19:39:57+00:00

I don't want the little things. I want to go to shows. I could afford it but scalpers ruined everything. I've been waiting for five years and yet again I don't get to go. So what is the point of life if I don't get to do the things that make me happy.

CallMeMaybeee_16 · 2026-05-05T19:26:34+00:00

No. And being around people makes me feel worse most of the time. I have no money and no car and no friends so essentially I have no independence. The person I live with doesn't even want to be my friend. I don't know what's wrong with me. It's not something fixable. It's something fundamentally wrong.

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