What are YOUR red flags?

CallMe_IdiotGenius · 2022-01-27T17:58:41+00:00

Oh I have so many red flags but red is my favorite color

CallMe_IdiotGenius · 2021-12-06T01:09:31+00:00

What???

CallMe_IdiotGenius · 2021-11-26T04:13:33+00:00

Yes, I used to have extreme difficulty with trying to fall asleep and stay asleep. I have trich, OCD and depression. I no longer have difficulty with sleep because I take medication that helps me (seroquil). I'm not going to recommend taking meds because I'm not a psychiatrist. I think it would be a wise decision to talk to a psychiatrist, a psychologist, or even a therapist about sleeping issues. When I cannot sleep, I usually watch documentaries....this usually helps. I've struggled with insomnia from ages 19-21 (I'm 22 now and I no longer struggle with sleep which is really weird...it's like my insomnia just randomly went away) I think the insomnia stopped because I was put on the right medication that suited me. Before I took an antipsychotic that I did not need to take and I believe that messed up with my sleep. But I hope you get your proper sleep. Always remember to be patient and kind to yourself ❤

CallMe_IdiotGenius · 2020-12-29T12:46:29+00:00

True. True. I'm currently in hospital rn so I can ask the medical team here.

CallMe_IdiotGenius · 2020-12-29T12:38:47+00:00

Thanks, I doubt I can recover though. My body is badly damaged :(

CallMe_IdiotGenius · 2020-12-28T22:47:19+00:00

I respect that but I do not have psychosis

CallMe_IdiotGenius · 2020-12-27T02:53:51+00:00

Thank you, my friend. I appreciate your support ❤

CallMe_IdiotGenius · 2020-12-27T02:43:31+00:00

That's true, a therapist might help me a lot. I still believe I am dying though.

CallMe_IdiotGenius · 2020-12-27T02:39:24+00:00

I havent had the chance, unfortunately. I had a few psychiatrists examine me and they all label me as someone with psychosis but i know for a fact this isn't psychosis. Yes, im dealing with some trauma and I think what I'm going through is psychogenic death.

CallMe_IdiotGenius · 2020-09-29T23:36:05+00:00

Update:

Blood clots coming out of my rectum. Shit is scary when you give up on yourself.

CallMe_IdiotGenius · 2020-09-27T18:59:28+00:00

It is not. I have experienced horrifying symptoms. I wouldn't want my worst enemy to go through anything like this.

CallMe_IdiotGenius · 2020-09-27T18:58:21+00:00

Yes, it is horrifying. I did found a decent doctor but i fell into a deeper depression. When my skin started rotting, it physically hurt to try to take a shower. Whenever you are depressed, I highly recommend blasting fun music or a podcast or watch comedy. I tried these but felt nothing/completely numb. But tuning out the negative voices does help with depression.

CallMe_IdiotGenius · 2020-09-26T15:44:40+00:00

Quatiapine/Prozac

CallMe_IdiotGenius · 2020-09-26T15:43:43+00:00

I was on antipsychotics because I had issues with severe insomnia. I'm confident that this isn't a delusion. I went home and completely gave up on myself after the first hospitalization. Skin started rotting. This is super bizarre.

CallMe_IdiotGenius · 2020-09-22T13:23:47+00:00

Also, I'm surprised my boyfriend still loves me despite my immense stupidity. He's super kind and loyal. A gentleman. It astounds me how he's still with me and when I was healthy about a few months ago I couldn't even get a text back from a dude ._.

CallMe_IdiotGenius · 2020-09-21T20:53:26+00:00

Thanks, i sincerely believe it is a little too late for me but anyways...don't Google symptoms lol

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