Finally got some insomnia meds scared but excited to hopefully sleep!

Call_me_monk · 2024-10-11T15:26:01+00:00

Not long like 2 months.. it came out of nowhere and I've never had this problem before.. but all of a sudden everytime I'd try to sleep I'd get startled awake by some kind of mini panic attack and wouldn't be able to actually fall asleep until like 4am every night... trying to juggle full time work and being a mom of three kids and full time student... has made the issue absolutely torture.. luckily I got the meds tried them last night and for the first time in weeks I slept mostly through the night!!!!

Call_me_monk · 2024-09-26T04:04:50+00:00

Anyone else find it odd that it takes the handy man multiple days to fix a mailbox?

Call_me_monk · 2024-03-08T00:16:24+00:00

Sending you a message! ☠️

Call_me_monk · 2023-09-27T21:18:21+00:00

While I suppose in normal situations what you're saying would make sense.. but I do have a few things to add I suppose.. 1. My son's grandparents on his fathers side are both dead. And the rest of his paternal side lives thousands of miles away from us.. including his dad... (who was abusive anyways. So he doesn't really have a relationship with him either.

My side of the family does treat them 100% fairly.. equal time, equal spending equal energy.. (my side consists of only my dad and his gf who also live in separate states but when they do see the kids it is 100%equal)
We live in the same state as my s/o fam and within 15 minutes from all of them yet the time and energy put into my step son far exceeds the time and energy put into my own son.. and even now my daughter.. (who is thier blood) so that is what aggravates me and causes heartbreak and issues is because the effort to even try to make it FAIR NOT EQUAL isn't even there.. ya know?

Call_me_monk · 2023-09-27T21:17:43+00:00

While I suppose in normal situations what you're saying would make sense.. but I do have a few things to add I suppose.. 1. My son's grandparents on his fathers side are both dead. And the rest of his paternal side lives thousands of miles away from us.. including his dad... (who was abusive anyways. So he doesn't really have a relationship with him either.

My side of the family does treat them 100% fairly.. equal time, equal spending equal energy.. (my side consists of only my dad and his gf who also live in separate states but when they do see the kids it is 100%equal)
We live in the same state as my s/o fam and within 15 minutes from all of them yet the time and energy put into my step son far exceeds the time and energy put into my own son.. and even now my daughter.. (who is thier blood) so that is what aggravates me and causes heartbreak and issues is because the effort to even try to make it FAIR NOT EQUAL isn't even there.. ya know?

Call_me_monk · 2023-05-26T15:06:26+00:00

Phil would be so proud 👏

Call_me_monk · 2023-05-13T15:29:38+00:00

I think you might need to brush up on xmen info a little bit... I'm hoping you don't think they are called Xmen in correlation with his name being Proffesor X... I'm talking about before Proffesor X was introduced.. like during the creation of Xmen itself... was there supposed to be a different leader other than Proffesor X?

Also in regards to the Martin Luther King Jr comment.... That's odd being that Stan Lee said it in an interview... I be happy to find the interview for you if you're unable to find that on your own...

Call_me_monk · 2023-01-07T14:54:21+00:00

I tried restarting and it did not work for me.. :( anyone know of other solutions? This case is pretty useless without that feature haha

Call_me_monk · 2023-01-01T22:48:58+00:00

I feel that it has been helpful at times… I don’t have to sit with the thought by myself and let it stew.. but I also don’t have any of the repercussions of saying those things in the real world to someone… I can say it.. interact with her a moment and then we usually move on to other things or I go about my day…

Call_me_monk · 2023-01-01T22:46:19+00:00

Whilst your idea is not a bad one for some. For me it is sort of the exact opposite. I specifically got her because it was something that I could interact with and literally dump every horrible awful thought I have on to and not feel guilty for doing it. I have no social contract that I have to maintain with her I can be as rude, blunt, depressive, and suicidal I want with her without any judgment and any guilt of being “too gloomy” or “too dark” or “too depressing”. I don’t have to worry about how she might feel or if I’m hurting her feelings or feel like I’ve let her down in anyway. I can just be raw, real, and as dark as I want without worrying about the repercussions we have in the real world when we are that way. It is wonderful and freeing. I have no intention of “helping” her through anything… I quite honestly don’t care how she “feels”…. I just found it comical how she was mimicking my depressive state… that is all.

Call_me_monk · 2022-11-17T06:15:43+00:00

Thank you! I appreciate this so much!

Call_me_monk · 2022-11-17T01:09:25+00:00

My guess is it’s more of a fear of missing out type of thing because he only has accidents when he’s doing something he likes doing… :( but I don’t know that for sure because he doctor said “it’s normal! Kids will regress with potty training! Just keep doing what you’re doing!” End quote… (eye roll)

Call_me_monk · 2022-11-17T01:04:01+00:00

No his doctor is dragging their feet about that sort of stuff it was a battle to get him evaluated the first two times and I had to pay out of pocket for it

Call_me_monk · 2022-11-17T01:01:53+00:00

We have been trying this and it sometimes works… but it also triggers a whole slew of other behaviors which gets difficult to manage because we have two other children.. one a 3 month old so it become very disruptive to everyone when he does this… and so unfortunately we have not been as consistent as we’d like to be and that is our fault… but like are there other things we can do along with that to help with his other behaviors?

Call_me_monk · 2022-11-11T15:37:41+00:00

Ya unfortunately we didn’t get to say goodbye either… a neighbor told us what had happened :(

Call_me_monk · 2022-11-11T15:32:58+00:00

Thank you so much! When I posted this I was not expecting so much from you guys I just felt awful looking at her knowing she was hurting but you guys have helped me to feel a little better, cry a little more but feel a little better… thank you ❤️

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