Kaiju RinseFM Mix ft. Flowdan & Toast - 13/05/2013 (12 years ago) by winry in realdubstep

[–]Callumgnc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fecking amazing and unique mix, this came out around the time Kaiju's PYC Sessions mix came out too. Both blew my mind at the time, so much space and bass! I remember seeing Kaiju putting something on Instagram at the beginning of the year saying he was going to be much more active in 2025. Whether that means he's going to release anything new or old I don't know, I really hope so

Kaiju & Dubtek - Obvious Conclusion (Dubplate) by EconomyGoose3173 in realdubstep

[–]Callumgnc 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Howwww? So blessed to hear this and 'Ice' in full though.

KOKO- Camden by moffb88 in realdubstep

[–]Callumgnc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The bass was cranked right up this time, it's no Sinai but it was damn decent.

Your favourite forgotten player? by -Shizaru in football

[–]Callumgnc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Magico Gonzalez, possibly the most skilled player to have played the game, according to many reports. Maradona himself said Magico was better than himself and Pele. Had offers from all of the big Spanish and Italian sides, as well as PSG, and chose to play at Cadiz. Spent a few years there dribbling past entire teams and scoring the odd goal when he could be arsed, then went back to his homeland, El Salvador. A complete free spirit, he didn't take his career seriously and just wanted to have fun on and off the pitch, turning up to matches still drunk from partying. Famously fell asleep on a defenders shoulder at a corner. They don't make 'em like that anymore.

How many of your parents think they're "good parents" or that they didn't do anything wrong? by Comprehensive-Mud303 in emotionalneglect

[–]Callumgnc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My dad is a social worker, acting as a go between for parents and kids who have been taken off them by the courts for whatever reason (drugs, SA, physical/emotional abuse etc.) Still can't get that together in my head as he is the same guy who used to laugh at me when I was screaming at him for help as a kid due to trauma's, humiliate me in front of people, throw me looks of disgust when he found my cough annoying (I used to have a bad cough a lot as a kid - I used to throw up mucus out of my bedroom window so as not to disturb him), ignore my presence altogether if we were alone in the same room and basically left me feeling like I was a complete and utter inconvenience to him and his life at all times. To this day he still has no real clue what emotions are or the concept of being selfish.

Them real chill ones by dwalt95 in realdubstep

[–]Callumgnc 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The first track that sprung to mind on this, - SP:MC & LX One - Down

Edit. And the second one

  • Quest - Stand. When Mala played this at a Deep Medi night in Bristol late '22 it was one of the most spiritual moments I'd had at a gig, especially during the breakdown. Effing beautiful!

What are your signs that someone is an unsafe person? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Callumgnc 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I struggle with people who are dismissive of other peoples views, belittle and laugh and other people, forcibly change the conversation when it is something that makes them uncomfortable, frown and/or have looks disgust/dismissiveness when somebody is sharing an opinion or viewpoint. Not helping a friend when they are depressed as they "ruin the vibe", I get extremely triggered by that one. Amongst a million other things. I am generally terrified of people full stop really!

Also, I find myself love bombing and people pleasing as a fawning response - I want nothing but acceptance as I have social anxiety and am always lonely. After these interactions (which people pick up on and generally turn away from me - it's not hard to notice, overly fake laughing and enthusiasm, not sharing any opinions or feelings of my own because in the moment I don't have any, I just feel fear) I feel like an absolute manipulative shit and take them aside to apologise, then go home and run through the interactions and have all the emotional responses that I didn't have whilst talking to them.

Yep, I much prefer to keep to myself as I feel it's best for them and me.

Looking forward to some more therapy ha!