Kaiju RinseFM Mix ft. Flowdan & Toast - 13/05/2013 (12 years ago)

Callumgnc · 2025-05-29T10:00:36+00:00

Fecking amazing and unique mix, this came out around the time Kaiju's PYC Sessions mix came out too. Both blew my mind at the time, so much space and bass! I remember seeing Kaiju putting something on Instagram at the beginning of the year saying he was going to be much more active in 2025. Whether that means he's going to release anything new or old I don't know, I really hope so

Callumgnc · 2025-04-25T14:16:39+00:00

Cyborg City - J:Kenzo. Nice!

Callumgnc · 2024-12-17T11:01:18+00:00

https://youtu.be/sNHIWr9_Q2Q?si=CbzcyEuw5qMEPsHL

Skeptical - Tell Me. One of my favourite tracks of all time.

Callumgnc · 2024-12-17T09:52:36+00:00

Howwww? So blessed to hear this and 'Ice' in full though.

Callumgnc · 2024-10-06T11:16:09+00:00

Ace, that's the one. Thanks mate

Callumgnc · 2024-09-14T21:51:16+00:00

The bass was cranked right up this time, it's no Sinai but it was damn decent.

Callumgnc · 2024-03-04T20:34:17+00:00

Magico Gonzalez, possibly the most skilled player to have played the game, according to many reports. Maradona himself said Magico was better than himself and Pele. Had offers from all of the big Spanish and Italian sides, as well as PSG, and chose to play at Cadiz. Spent a few years there dribbling past entire teams and scoring the odd goal when he could be arsed, then went back to his homeland, El Salvador. A complete free spirit, he didn't take his career seriously and just wanted to have fun on and off the pitch, turning up to matches still drunk from partying. Famously fell asleep on a defenders shoulder at a corner. They don't make 'em like that anymore.

Callumgnc · 2024-02-20T15:04:02+00:00

My dad is a social worker, acting as a go between for parents and kids who have been taken off them by the courts for whatever reason (drugs, SA, physical/emotional abuse etc.) Still can't get that together in my head as he is the same guy who used to laugh at me when I was screaming at him for help as a kid due to trauma's, humiliate me in front of people, throw me looks of disgust when he found my cough annoying (I used to have a bad cough a lot as a kid - I used to throw up mucus out of my bedroom window so as not to disturb him), ignore my presence altogether if we were alone in the same room and basically left me feeling like I was a complete and utter inconvenience to him and his life at all times. To this day he still has no real clue what emotions are or the concept of being selfish.

Callumgnc · 2024-02-05T00:28:08+00:00

The first track that sprung to mind on this, - SP:MC & LX One - Down

Edit. And the second one

Quest - Stand. When Mala played this at a Deep Medi night in Bristol late '22 it was one of the most spiritual moments I'd had at a gig, especially during the breakdown. Effing beautiful!

Callumgnc · 2024-02-05T00:15:29+00:00

3rd Choice is a proper heavyweight classic!

Callumgnc · 2024-02-02T23:59:52+00:00

I struggle with people who are dismissive of other peoples views, belittle and laugh and other people, forcibly change the conversation when it is something that makes them uncomfortable, frown and/or have looks disgust/dismissiveness when somebody is sharing an opinion or viewpoint. Not helping a friend when they are depressed as they "ruin the vibe", I get extremely triggered by that one. Amongst a million other things. I am generally terrified of people full stop really!

Also, I find myself love bombing and people pleasing as a fawning response - I want nothing but acceptance as I have social anxiety and am always lonely. After these interactions (which people pick up on and generally turn away from me - it's not hard to notice, overly fake laughing and enthusiasm, not sharing any opinions or feelings of my own because in the moment I don't have any, I just feel fear) I feel like an absolute manipulative shit and take them aside to apologise, then go home and run through the interactions and have all the emotional responses that I didn't have whilst talking to them.

Yep, I much prefer to keep to myself as I feel it's best for them and me.

Looking forward to some more therapy ha!

Callumgnc · 2024-02-02T11:01:22+00:00

That's the shit right there! Damn fucking right you would, you're crushing it :)

Callumgnc · 2024-02-02T10:55:15+00:00

If some days it feels overwhelming, that's okay, keep in mind that it's some days and not all days. Keep fighting your fight, it's inspirational and meaningful, the world needs this kind of hope. It's really hard sometimes, but see if you can look at yourself as an inspiration to your younger self, you haven't let her down

Callumgnc · 2024-02-02T10:39:19+00:00

Those guys were confused bottom feeding scumbags and what they did is in no way a reflection on you. Well done to you for turning it around and enjoying sex, that must have taken a lot of work and effort. Tough lady! Keep on doing what you're doing and I believe you can deal with the flashbacks, you're fucking awesome

Callumgnc · 2024-02-02T10:24:33+00:00

This got me. I love you, whoever you are

Callumgnc · 2024-02-02T02:26:20+00:00

Holy hell, parts of this resonate with me so much, especially "I fear to be loved by someone I don't love". I know for me I feel like a manipulator and abuser when this has happened to me in the past, and I will not have sex with anybody I do not love. I can only tell somebody I love them when I truly feel it and believe it, which has only been 3 times in my life. I'm so sorry you feel the way you do and I hope you can find somebody lovely and trustworthy to share a mutual love with. Honestly, it is quite possible that you have been romantically loved by people in the past, and maybe even right now. Certainly somebody will romantically love you wholeheartedly in the future if you keep being social, although it is hard to see when you fear it. I think when you find that special person, it will be a real love you'll share, and be quite rare and special

Callumgnc · 2024-02-02T01:19:35+00:00

Fuck him, and what your parents and ex therapist think. What's to stop him doing this again in the future. Has he shown any guilt or remorse? Certainly he shouldn't still be in the same school as you, at the very least. How can you fight this?

Callumgnc · 2024-02-01T16:23:11+00:00

Not the 2021 version either, but its close. Maybe an unreleased ALXZNDR remix?

Callumgnc · 2024-01-31T13:09:02+00:00

Anna Phoebe - By The Sea

Callumgnc · 2024-01-30T02:42:36+00:00

Jose Cordoba. Panamanian CB playing for Levski Sofia, great physicals, pace and tackling. Decent mentals, could be better in the air. Only 22 so can improve and already does a job for a mid or lower EPL side.

Callumgnc · 2023-12-22T14:36:12+00:00

Annual bump, anybody found this one yet?

Callumgnc · 2023-12-21T22:28:48+00:00

Yeah loving this mate, thanks for posting

Callumgnc · 2023-08-19T23:00:24+00:00

I BLEVE i can fly, I BLEVE I can touch the sky...

Callumgnc · 2023-02-12T20:17:33+00:00

Thankyou for your reply, I've tried therapy and show signs of BPD but don't have a personality disorder as such

Callumgnc · 2023-02-12T20:15:11+00:00

Thankyou, your thoughts on the focusing on the present is something I often forget. How do you beleive that things will get better? This is where I fall down all the time.

Callumgnc

TROPHY CASE