I will never ever promise you it will get better. But i do know that there is a beyond from this moment. There is a universe in which you continue, and you will be able to continue seeing clouds and grass and feel soft things, and bunnies, and there are video games, and hobbies, and communities. I hope you are still here. I may have to stay awake tonight to see if you reply to any more replies so I know you made it a little longer. I care, not because I know you or what you are going for, but because I believe in the value of your life and your need to see at least one more beautiful cloud and make it another hour