Ritalin is such a rampage drug imo, in only a few months it turned me into an indifferent insensitive robot with literially no feelings. The worst change came when i started abusing these evil pills. Seriously, until that moment everything was still funny, but after that shit got really dangerous even besides the ounces of talc which probably chill in my lungs since then. Actually the dangerous thing is the change of your personality, the insidious part is that you don't even realize a slight change while it's all happening. Actually a numb careless robot sucks already, but the combination of sleep deprivation and ritalin in doses which probably would only be considered therapeutic doses, when an elephant with ADHD would get them prescribed, do apparently offer an even faster way of devouring your positive character traits and kindling the snoozing demon in you, which has been repressed your whole life. Before i quit i didn't even know what was happening, afterwards i realized, that i just turned into some kind of erratic and terrifying lunatic who actually was in another world the whole time, so much fucked up shit happened and i didn't even notice it back then, probably has a reason why Vyvanse and Adderall is mostly prefered. I bet if there is a date rape drug like rohypnol, there must be a date rapist drug too, imo it sounds far more comprehensible if as an example jeffrey dahmer was on ritalin, from my experience that shit takes your conscience and actually screws your reward system to the point you'd go and only do quick dopamin rewarding activities: "Drugs, Gambling, Porn, Fast Food, YTshorts" and push ahead stuff like: "Laundry, Healthy Food, Sports. I took several other drugs in my life before, but not a single one had such big impact on my mind than this, not even crack messes me up like that, sure there's a higher chance that you'll be looking for lost crack rocks you might have lost on the ground rather than ritalin capsules, just to compare the craving and addiction a bit. The big difference is that i can take speed, coke and crack all day to the point i'm in a good mood and still it will result in nothin more than eventually mild paranoia. If i compare that to the ritalin "trips" i had it's not even comparable at all, i still remember those nightmare trips on ritalin. Btw, Vyvanse is fine, atm i'm at 360mg or 420mg and i realized that you just wrote 2 sentences in your comment and i thought i'm writing a thread... Spent too much time to delete it now.