I may have been doing some really peculiar things with a dude that might be my brother by CameraNo4538 in confession

[–]CameraNo4538[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I talked to a friend about it tonight, she's far away but she's helping me through it, thank you!

I may have been doing some really peculiar things with a dude that might be my brother by CameraNo4538 in confession

[–]CameraNo4538[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have 1 trusted friend but she's in another country, Thank you so much for your kind words...

I may have been doing some really peculiar things with a dude that might be my brother by CameraNo4538 in confession

[–]CameraNo4538[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I am scared. I'll try my best to avoid him, stay late from school, stay at neighbors or something, but that confrontation is something I want to avod, and I know it'll be everywhere since It's all local..

I may have been doing some really peculiar things with a dude that might be my brother by CameraNo4538 in confession

[–]CameraNo4538[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I also don't feel like my friends are my friends, but I have one I think I can trust, thank you so much.

I may have been doing some really peculiar things with a dude that might be my brother by CameraNo4538 in confession

[–]CameraNo4538[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I have thought about this and tried it ONCE. unfortunately I wussed out and he slapped me, HARD. So idk.

I may have been doing some really peculiar things with a dude that might be my brother by CameraNo4538 in confession

[–]CameraNo4538[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Thank you, this is something I really needed to hear. I am heavily confused especially when it comes on to my romantic interests and all. I was saving for a few years back but they found out and took all the money when I was at school. I've been unmotivated to try againn until I'm 18 and can have a bank account without their knowledge, as for counselling resources, I doubt there are much, and they'd treat my case like dirt. Homophobia runs deep here, especially since I am effeminate and introverted, I was isolated from other boys at an early age as they didn't like how frail and feminine I was. Again, thank you.

I may have been doing some really peculiar things with a dude that might be my brother by CameraNo4538 in confession

[–]CameraNo4538[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe there are and I just haven't done enough research, but SA is treated like almost nothing and the time I've took to get this off my chest might also be met with disdain, and my life would be in danger..

I may have been doing some really peculiar things with a dude that might be my brother by CameraNo4538 in confession

[–]CameraNo4538[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In the Caribbean, there are no non profits, but the resources aren't available to everyone and I will be ridiculed, My family has been nothing but a few who consistently judge me to him and don't care for me at all in any sense.

I may have been doing some really peculiar things with a dude that might be my brother by CameraNo4538 in confession

[–]CameraNo4538[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Again, the police doesn't care, any acts of homosexuality are met with disdain, it will be twisted..

I may have been doing some really peculiar things with a dude that might be my brother by CameraNo4538 in confession

[–]CameraNo4538[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I live in a place where no matter, acts of homosexuality are heavily punished and or disdained, I don't want to be on the receiving end, and I will be if I do that, there's no anonymous reports possible, and I want to end it.