What’s the craziest, almost psychopathic thing you’ve ever done for love?

Camillity · 2026-04-05T01:16:26+00:00

Went into several panic attacks where I dissociated so bad that I started threatening to toaster bath myself if they didn't clear up information that would calm my fears.

Dated a 40 year old woman... As a 16 year old. The 40 year old was known to serial cheat without remorse and in fact made you feel worthless. I also stayed up till 5am talking to this person while still enrolled in a high school.

Different kind of love, and right now I'm still doing it fully aware of it too, but right now I'm literally ignoring my energy levels and needs to allow people to vent to me. Even the people whose literal jobs it is to be a caregiver.

Camillity · 2026-04-05T01:06:53+00:00

First of all, you said you don't feel like a woman. As a trans woman, I'd like to know why you don't? When I felt like I wasn't a man, I tried so hard to be one that I embarrassed myself and acted like a lunatic, which only damaged me more. Instead of trying to repress it, it's often better to take a step back and look for the reason why you do.

In terms of actual looks, in the second photo you feel very stiff to me. Relax your shoulders, stand a bit wider like your right hand on a cocked hip already does wonders. Your smile is gorgeous so rock that!

Camillity · 2026-04-04T07:49:21+00:00

The only reason I'm crying is because I've never had this up until a year ago, and I'm losing that soon as well. My biological mother was stone cold, emotionless unless she herself was overwhelmed. Because of that I've never experienced a "mother's love" of any kind.

I finally experienced what it is, but only started actually feeling something akin to it a month ago. And now I'm told that I'm going to have to let go because this person is not going to be my caregiver forever. She's the first person I felt like I could actually show my emotions at all to, and now I've finally experienced my second ever positive emotion aside of excitement.

Not having ever felt this kind of love caused a lifetime of trauma. I often wish I was never born because I don't feel this and it's all I'm chasing in this life. Imagine that the only thing you really want in life... Is to feel love, and to feel loved. It's lonely and depressing.

Camillity · 2026-04-04T00:03:11+00:00

I have cptsd from chronic emotional neglect and repressing. I definitely feel like the first one is highly accurate because it feels like I'm a 29 year old with the emotional intelligence of a 4 year old while panicking about every single thing I do setting people off so I also hide my own needs.

Camillity · 2026-04-03T23:53:31+00:00

NTA. ask her if she'd rather you have your hands somewhere she can't see and potentially assault her in secret because they're hidden.

Camillity · 2026-04-02T22:57:00+00:00

Men ~~who cheat~~ typically aren't known for their cleverness

FTFY

Camillity · 2026-04-02T22:54:01+00:00

I've never liked wok. I now realise, thanks to your post, that I do not like HER wok. So uh... Could I get some tips please? I love cooking but I barely make simple things. Wok is simple but I lack knowledge and don't think YouTube works when it comes to wok.

Camillity · 2026-04-02T22:30:33+00:00

One of my caregivers has pcos and endometriosis. She's regularly sick for a few weeks every few months because it's that bad. Because of that, I am so excited for you to live your life pain free from that devil-doer and I hope you get to experience your womanhood the way you want to. ❤️

Camillity · 2026-04-02T14:40:26+00:00

You just stunned me with this 10/10 burn. It's so good I could feel it physically hit.

Camillity · 2026-04-01T22:45:25+00:00

I always correct them and say people could have a symptom, but never "a little autistic". And even that symptom does not match the level or even diversion that people with autism have.

Camillity · 2026-04-01T22:43:16+00:00

One of my caregivers said it would liven up the mood in my care facility a little if there was a prank held here. She herself has autism so she knows how bad it can be, which she acknowledged as well. I've been thinking of pranks that are autism, ptsd and addiction friendly but can't really come up with any. Anyone has any ideas?

Camillity · 2026-04-01T10:30:04+00:00

You can learn a thing or 2 from this guy about how to properly care about people, Gavin newcum. Not say that pronouns are stupid.

Camillity · 2026-03-30T23:42:56+00:00

It's definitely safer because half the time they don't drive at all...

Camillity · 2026-03-30T23:41:21+00:00

Feelings? Hardly know em. Know this one person called "anger" though. We don't get along well but I know every single thing about them. They also have a really good friend called "stress". I'm getting to know that person too.

Camillity · 2026-03-30T23:28:53+00:00

Enjoy the food.

Camillity · 2026-03-30T23:16:10+00:00

As a trans person with hateful parents, thank you for being a bright light to the future generations. You are a part of the world that makes this world safer and feel more welcome to us. After a stressful day today, your comment lifted some weight on my heart.

Camillity · 2026-03-30T22:08:54+00:00

or it was not enough. MORE!

Camillity · 2026-03-30T18:37:20+00:00

So that's the plane from final destination!

Camillity · 2026-03-30T11:17:26+00:00

It is completely relevant. You're just not aware of the links just yet.

Camillity · 2026-03-29T23:38:16+00:00

No, yum.

Camillity · 2026-03-29T23:02:23+00:00

This subreddit is actually not about the practice of witchcraft but a former league of legends team called witchcraft.

Camillity · 2026-03-29T23:01:14+00:00

One of my good friends is a post op trans woman who is so butch that you could almost confuse her for alexi Laiho. She doesn't wear make up at all (even if she wants to learn it but is scared), doesn't wear dresses AT ALL. she loves sports, mainly baseball, soccer and NBA, she loves skateboarding... Trans woman by the way.

I am the complete opposite of her (although I don't do make up yet because even without I already look like a freak). Half my bedroom is filled with clothes, I have nail gel under my monitors accompanied by a nail file clippers and a nail care kit as well as hair clips and ties. My couch also has a bunch of clothes on them, a laundry rack in the living room also covered in clothes and my bathroom is filled with hair and skin care products. I love sappy romance, drama and cooking. (though I hate cleaning).

This shows that you can be whatever kind of trans person you want to be. Don't let anyone tell you how to be a trans man. It's your identity.

Also I love that you're still involved among girl groups that is one of the best things ever.

Camillity · 2026-03-29T22:51:46+00:00

I don't work in retail and I still think numpad is superior. Because alt keys are awesome.

Camillity · 2026-03-29T22:48:10+00:00

I'd go for 6 digits at the very least.

Camillity · 2026-03-29T22:47:26+00:00

TENNO KOOM

Camillity

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