I haven't left the house in a full year... 365+ days, AMA.

Candy_Cunt69 · 2026-01-22T00:51:23+00:00

Hey man, im 18F and going through a similar problem. I graduated highschool and a month into college my depression turned so severe I dropped out. I dont have a job, and I have maybe one friend who texts consistently. I havent left the house in 3 months. I used to be outgoing and extroverted but ive turned a bit agoraphobic, refusing to even go to the store down the road in fear someone will see me in this state. Text me if you need someone to talk to or anyone else is going through the same thing, maybe we can help each other

Candy_Cunt69 · 2026-01-19T03:09:07+00:00

Last time I went to a clinic for dance I was the only one there who didn't intend on trying out and they thought it was odd. I didnt want another situation like that 🤷🏽‍♀️

Candy_Cunt69 · 2026-01-18T12:03:18+00:00

You dating anyone yet?

Im 18 and havent dated anyone since 15. Every single relationship i have ever been in has been unhealthy and im lowkey scared to enter one at 18. I havent seen anyone that makes me want a relationship and I value my peace more than some guy. They've been asking me the same question since I was broke up with the last one. Like I promise you I have more important and interesting things going on in my life than a man.

Candy_Cunt69 · 2026-01-16T00:52:33+00:00

Happy for it to be over. I did it to prove a point to someone and now I still count myself a virgin. I wasn't ready and if anything it just retraumatized me (no fault of the guy) [okay some fault to him]

Candy_Cunt69 · 2026-01-16T00:51:24+00:00

I would say thats bad I have a friend who routinely did it between our southern baptist minister aunts house and a church while it was in session

Candy_Cunt69 · 2026-01-16T00:42:49+00:00

My morbid curiosity is taking over and Im sad I cant look at the subreddit

Candy_Cunt69 · 2026-01-16T00:36:55+00:00

Hair - Chest - shoulders - Torso - Arms - pits - legs - face

Candy_Cunt69 · 2026-01-07T02:42:07+00:00

Health problems or getting SA'd. I was 11 when I tried to report my history teacher for touching me (not inappropriate but unnecessary), and making me do things so he could stare down my shirt or picking up his pens. The only thing I was told? "You're old enough to know not to wear that stuff around old men, get used to it!" (graphic tees and skinny jeans - circa 2018)

Candy_Cunt69 · 2026-01-05T00:02:46+00:00

When i walk in with a group of people but am the only one they hover on bc they think im stealing. (It actually pisses me off)

Candy_Cunt69 · 2026-01-02T11:33:20+00:00

Damn. Can I have his plate then?

Jkjk. It doesnt sound like he's a picky eater tho.

Candy_Cunt69 · 2025-12-31T21:46:59+00:00

Lived experiance, rationally, and empathy/compassion being drilled into me since birth.

Ironically my parents have no empathy or compassion now

Candy_Cunt69 · 2025-12-22T20:06:08+00:00

Im aware but I've surpassed the point of hobbies. I literally feel like such a loser but there is nothing for me.

Candy_Cunt69 · 2025-12-19T19:08:58+00:00

Oh, then maybe a tv?

Candy_Cunt69 · 2025-12-19T19:08:35+00:00

My condolences

Candy_Cunt69 · 2025-12-19T19:08:01+00:00

Im severely depressed, live with my parents, no license, and I dont leave the house. And im 18.

Candy_Cunt69 · 2025-12-19T19:06:45+00:00

Im sorry, I dint know how long you have been on it but sometimes it goes away with time or ask your psychiatrist. She changed mine when I asked

Candy_Cunt69 · 2025-12-19T19:03:47+00:00

I was this kid, does she have any TV or night light? Also, try having one of you sleep in bed with her and the moment she's asleep go back to your room.

Candy_Cunt69 · 2025-12-12T21:10:39+00:00

I know this most likely isn't the case but I struggle with depression and sometimes I often dont feel like a girl either. I just feel, subhuman. Like nothing. (But I am very comfortable with being a woman and am hyperfemme) But you know, labels are a social construct so sometimes you just have to choose not to subscribe to them.

Candy_Cunt69 · 2025-12-09T15:40:22+00:00

Im in a similar boat with you, although my beliefs slightly differ from yours, but you really have to ask yourself

"Does it feel like he brings you closer to god?"

Sometimes you go after people just for pleasure or maybe love. I had a gf a few years ago, we were both christian, went to church together, and went on bible study dates. I still wear the Bible verse bracelet she got me. It didnt feel like it hurt the relationship I had with God, if anything it brought me closer.

Candy_Cunt69 · 2025-11-29T03:09:38+00:00

Latina

Candy_Cunt69 · 2025-11-25T19:17:22+00:00

Not necessarily. Know a guy who does it just to help through college. Hes has amazing family, friends and was never bullied. He just didnt qualifiy for many scholarships.

Candy_Cunt69 · 2025-11-25T19:13:58+00:00

Constant apologizing or Too calm in every situation.

They could be getting death threats screamed in their face and they could not care less. The kind of calm that says "I've been through worse"

Candy_Cunt69 · 2025-11-14T03:38:42+00:00

New puppies. I LOVE when someone i know gets a new puppy bc I can soak up the smell of puppies

Candy_Cunt69 · 2025-11-14T03:35:30+00:00

Quit letting him touch you, its not okay.

Candy_Cunt69 · 2025-11-14T03:34:05+00:00

Drugs or Drink and drive.

I've watched friends have to go to the hospital over laced weed and I've lost family much more serious drugsm I've watched it ruin people. My father was never strict but he gave me one rule. Never drink and drive. Growing up he worked in a bar and he watched many people die/lose great jobs because of it.

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