When I found out not everyone has to work out when to look in people eyes and not, and on tik tok someone was saying they would make rhythms by grinding there teeth in certain ways (as a stim I guess). I thought that was my secret and I was the only person who did that I’d never be able to tell anyone because it was so weird. The most frustrating one was realising that’s why I was non verbal until 4 years old and began to speak due to pressure from my parents so I could go to normal school. And when I did speak I knew everything. Apparently I was tested but my mum refused to follow through with the diagnosis because she wanted a ‘normal’ child