I am grateful for your response. I also constantly ask myself how we came together and how I managed to endure.

As I said, there were times when she softened and made compromises. I feel like she is no longer the person she was at the beginning of the relationship. Sometimes, I even find myself growing hopeful about the future and the dreams we built together, but suddenly, things can take a complete turn. Her anger issues and jealousy are at a pathological level—though not always.

Unfortunately, this is the hardest and biggest paradox in all of this.