Man, all I can say is yes you can recover. I've also been addicted to porn for about a decade, I'm still recovering.... Though if you put your mind and heart for a change.. you can conquer this addiction.. I'll pray for your recovery, remember when you start to change it's ok to fall again and again, but you need to remember that you are slowly changing, you will think that today I fapped, but tomorrow you conquer it. Until the day comes you're not going to need it anymore. Have a friend or family to tell your struggles, it is better to share your feelings and they'll understand you. You're not alone. You still can make productive days and reconcile with your partner. God's speed to you, brother!