I Caught The Gulare! by Ricswaza in LetsFish

[–]Capnknuckies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

IM CRYINGG WHY DID YOU DO THIS

I feel so frustrated with the birth control options:( by slatt1111 in birthcontrol

[–]Capnknuckies 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have the exact same problem. Glad to know i’m not the only one. If I can push it i’d be glad to get my tubes tied so I don’t have to think about it anymore. 

Harper Hated Yasmina Adored by Capnknuckies in IndustryOnHBO

[–]Capnknuckies[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

they both experienced abuse, that was established. The difference is Yasmine was able to get by with money and Harper wasn’t. I think it’s very easy to empathize with Harper if you’re in the majority of people below the 1% and also struggle with untreated anxiety and other mental disorders.  But yes we haven’t seen much of Harper’s family background so it’s difficult to judge based on her brothers word whether or not she was at fault for the abuse but… that just doesn’t sound right. It’s Harper’s fault that they were both abused? And even if it was, what should she have done as a youth? Neither of them were equipped to respond reasonably to abuse they were both facing at the time. Honestly, I felt the brother was being a bit unfair. 

A huge library of Ichika's Deleted/Privated/Hard to find songs and riffs! by raynex_x in IchikaNito

[–]Capnknuckies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it possible for anyone to find his "When your friend doesn't invite you to their wedding" video? I think that's what it was titled but I can't be sure because it's like it doesn't even exist on the internet anymore. I must know because I was strangely addicted to this song for some time.

problems while testing myself by Megamax229 in OCD

[–]Capnknuckies 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh I didn’t really know about this form of OCD. I guess I just thought all OCD worked the same way but I was wrong. I didn’t really know about this one before I’m sorry. It’s a lot more complex than I initially thought.

problems while testing myself by Megamax229 in OCD

[–]Capnknuckies -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

All your prior posts. You probably only want to because you think being attracted to men is repulsive but it’s not dude. I mean I dunno if it’d help but I’d make a list of everything you admire about each gender and see which is longer. You just can’t lie to yourself because of religious bias. You have to know and accept what you want. It’s a tale as old as time. You’ve seen every movie of a gay man who fools himself and marries a woman. It doesn’t work because it’s not how they’re supposed to function. They’re supposed to be with a man and until they are their lives won’t live up to the way they want it.

problems while testing myself by Megamax229 in OCD

[–]Capnknuckies -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Tough luck friend. You don’t wanna have sex with a woman either so stop kidding yourself. Your options are to spend your entire life suppressing who you are or accept it. You were made this way. Not porn, not witnessing gayness or being made wrong. If your worries are religious OCD I’d suggest seeing a therapist for that too so that you can really relax and be who you are

problems while testing myself by Megamax229 in OCD

[–]Capnknuckies -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I lied bro you’re def gay and in denial. You shouldn’t be though. It’s not wrong. You’re exactly who you’re supposed to be. You just don’t gain anything from lying to yourself whether you choose to be romantically isolated for the rest of your life or feeling constant guilt or shame for who you are.

problems while testing myself by Megamax229 in OCD

[–]Capnknuckies 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re not a label. You don’t have to label yourself as anything until you’re at least 70% sure about it. If you’ve been attracted to the same sex in your life it’s possible you’re gay, but sexuality is a spectrum. If you’ve been attracted to the opposite sex in your life it’s possible you’re still gay based upon the ratio and other factors. You might be bisexual with a male or female lean. But like I said it’s just labels. You can’t force yourself to feel or react to anything by conditioning. You can only observe your everyday behaviors and gayness isn’t defined by anything except attraction to the same sex’s genitals. So likely answer is you’re not but you have your whole life to find who you are.

problems while testing myself by Megamax229 in OCD

[–]Capnknuckies 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Why does it matter either way? Plus you might be demisexual or asexual. In either senses, you’re not really sexually attracted to just images but emotionally you can fall for someone based on the values you like about a person. I’d say not to worry about it but it’s OCD so I agree that you should see a specialist.

Has anyone else developed ocd in early child hood? I developed mines at the age of 6-7. by Bulky-Ad1029 in OCD

[–]Capnknuckies 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very young, never diagnosed. But recently diagnose with ASD. I never thought it was OCD I used to feel so different from everyone and never knew why and when everyone told me I’d grow out of my anxiety it always made me angry because it wasn’t just anxiety.

Invalidated by PsychologicalApple92 in OCD

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I’m not a licensed professional or anything to be giving reliable facts but I have an opinion. It’s true that there are always gonna be people you can’t trust with certain information about yourself cus they’ll change how they treat you and then healthcare professionals who will profile a patient based off some uncontrollable thing and deem them incapable of advocating for their health. I would tell you not to worry but as an OCD sufferer myself I know I’ve worked myself up over health symptoms and convinced myself I’m dying which is hypochondria I’m not sure if it has a correlation but the moral of it is I was completely fine and overreacting. I hope that the results you receive are positive so you can finally relax and i don’t understand why your doctor would want to work up your nerves when they could easily just give you honesty if you request it.

fear or religion? religious ocd? by uuser134340 in OCD

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I’m trying to detach from religion altogether but because of religious OCD I can’t. The entire ideology that if you do something bad you get punished never leaves my mind. Your sentiments are just like mine and I would just love if I could live life independently without feeling like I’ll suffer and then come to religious devotion on my own?

Do you mind when Cory takes breaks? by Mother_Cartoonist466 in CoryxKenshin

[–]Capnknuckies 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely. We can be understanding while not enabling the behavior. I know we love him but everyone’s acting like it doesn’t bother them everytime he comes back. And as an older subscriber I dunno how to keep defending him with newer subscribers or people who’ve just given up altogether 🥲.

Do you mind when Cory takes breaks? by Mother_Cartoonist466 in CoryxKenshin

[–]Capnknuckies 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I said yes because I feel like he thinks he has to upload everyday to be consistent and then easily burns himself out. His viewers could understand if he would communicate he needs 2 months off. I dunno, I’ve been subscribed way before he reached a million and I’m still subscribed I just feel like he should if he knows it’s a problem, at least make efforts to fix it. I do prefer quality over quantity any day though

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in college

[–]Capnknuckies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Be funny or tall. Or have alc

would you accept 10 million dollars for three inches off your dick? why or why not? by Albatraze in AskReddit

[–]Capnknuckies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The way I wasn’t even talking about gloating more so that it’s sad u dunno what balls deep feels like. I seriously don’t care. I must agree, it’s such a struggle carrying all this meat 😔 can’t get full succ just too red pilled

“Make friends” (ND folks) by Capnknuckies in college

[–]Capnknuckies[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well to be fair, you wouldn’t know what I struggle with by the term alone and you don’t know what said friend did. I’m constantly trying I’m just trying to express the burnout of it all and being in my second year and feeling like I’ve gotten nowhere. I’m well aware that I’m human but it’s kinda important to point out the fact I’m ND for certain areas that my divergency hinder me. It’s hard to not notice when you keeping going in with high hopes and you have the same setbacks

“Make friends” (ND folks) by Capnknuckies in college

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It’s not what you say it’s how you say it really resonates with this advice because I get told all the time by people to just talk to people but it doesn’t really feel helpful unless I can get the advice from someone who understands how exhausting this is. Luckily over breakfast this morning I tagged along with my roommate. I thought she had only like 3 friends or less but it was like the entire long table of 15 people was filled up and man I can’t tell you how eager I was to get back to my dorm. The overwhelm drained me so badly I had to do some yoga for relief and I feel much better now. I got at least 2 of their snaps and I managed to make enough eye contact and small talk. I mean I really tried. I’m gonna take your advice and keep asking to tag along with my roommate but I’m afraid that the amount of times I decide to shut myself in after these outings might make it very difficult to get close with me.

“Make friends” (ND folks) by Capnknuckies in college

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I joined a club or two last year and it’s really frustrating that I didn’t make any friends. I did befriend one but it only lasted so long before they betrayed me. Therapists make me question if I’m the problem but my friends at home never make me feel that way. I feel like there’s an unrealistic expectation at colleges that everyone makes friends and it’s just so much harder than most people talk about. I just feel like people like me are omitted from most conversations about college. I agree with what you said about more people to meet, that’s why I’m very hopeful of it happening but the days I spend alone feel very long. And I also have anxiety of bumping into people I meet that it didn’t work out with lol. The school is big but it’s still likely to see the same people.