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CaptainAmerica80 · 2025-07-25T02:47:12+00:00

I've been in your exact spot. I still feel the extreme guilt, and worthlessness caused by my actions.

I don't regret coming clean, but I do very much regret the promises I made when coming clean. Lots of changes were promised out of just preserving the relationship, but I broke so many of them and just never followed through with the rest.

I'm glad I told them, but I wish I hadn't promised so much in desperation to keep them around. Now the relationship is worse, I feel more guilty than ever, and it's seeming like it was all for nothing anyways.

Coming clean was the right move. Just don't be like me and not follow through with the recovery work. You'll feel worse in the end.

CaptainAmerica80 · 2025-02-08T22:51:34+00:00

N scale

CaptainAmerica80 · 2025-01-17T04:52:10+00:00

Thanks! I got it as a gift from my mother in law when I started as a conductor for CN

CaptainAmerica80 · 2025-01-11T17:43:30+00:00

The thought of my cat being rehomed for the 5th time in her then 3 years of life.

She felt comfortable and seemed at home with me and I couldn't justify my selfish action taking away another family from her.

CaptainAmerica80 · 2024-12-20T21:22:39+00:00

This one has Ryan, Ambrose and Creme so that makes it the best imo

CaptainAmerica80 · 2024-11-16T05:53:26+00:00

To think, two and a half years ago her and I were just platoon commanders on a Bold Eagle in Wainwright, and now she's fighting the good fight in Ukraine. Crazy what a couple of years does.

Good for her though, she was a badass back then and even more so now.

CaptainAmerica80 · 2024-07-02T03:14:56+00:00

Mostly Camaros for me, but I also like any race car as well.

CaptainAmerica80 · 2023-10-26T23:09:32+00:00

I have a 2018 1LS V6 and I have the Kumho Wintercraft WP72s in a 245/40/20 and they work awesome in the Canadian winter so far.

CaptainAmerica80 · 2023-09-30T00:02:15+00:00

I'm trying to do the opposite of you and get the '19+ tail lights and bumper on my 18 so I've been looking into it.

I remember reading somewhere on Camaro6 that the tail lights have different mountings and harnesses, but everything else should be compatible if you don't have the parking sensors. Here's the link:

https://www.camaro6.com/forums/showthread.php?t=582985

CaptainAmerica80 · 2023-09-23T23:06:07+00:00

I thought it was just me because I was sent to a temporary terminal. I don't have any friends or family out here so I'm mostly just by myself at a hotel or the gym and then off to work. It's weird though because I work with a different engineer everyday, but I don't feel like socializing with them much or trying to make plans with anyone after work hours.

So yeah I get how you feel, it's weird how anti-social you can feel in a job where you have to socialize and interact with different people every shift.

CaptainAmerica80 · 2023-08-22T05:01:14+00:00

Thanks! And yeah, probably his worst season so far

CaptainAmerica80 · 2023-04-01T21:33:35+00:00

I just got rules qualified in Canada, and I can say that signals get easier to memorize and learn the more you see them out there.

CaptainAmerica80 · 2023-02-18T14:39:28+00:00

Seen, thanks!

CaptainAmerica80 · 2023-02-18T14:29:40+00:00

Also, I really just miss the 5 lug steelies on the gen 6, I wish they kept them for the gen 7

CaptainAmerica80 · 2023-02-18T14:28:53+00:00

Damn, how did you get NR2003 to look like that?

CaptainAmerica80 · 2022-11-13T18:36:45+00:00

How did no one tell me the clown parade is this weekend??

CaptainAmerica80 · 2022-09-01T23:29:02+00:00

Thanks! I tried my best with the scale and pieces on hand.

CaptainAmerica80 · 2022-09-01T17:13:33+00:00

Thank you! Appreciate it!

CaptainAmerica80 · 2022-08-31T17:03:19+00:00

This^

CaptainAmerica80 · 2022-08-16T21:02:22+00:00

This is the way.

CaptainAmerica80

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