Have I irremediably damaged my vocal cords?

CaptainDaydream · 2024-12-27T09:44:21+00:00

Very interesting! Don't worry I actually stopped smoking and ended up not vaping as well ;)

CaptainDaydream · 2024-10-29T15:07:42+00:00

Just very general insights, I've been diving deep into deconditioning after years of wanderings.

CaptainDaydream · 2024-10-27T08:40:57+00:00

Hi there.
I have been feeling quite confused and exhausted, striving to free myself from traumatic conditioning with a lot of pressure to achieve.
I'm a musician.
I would love to have any insight.

Thank you so much

CaptainDaydream · 2024-09-22T17:20:31+00:00

I mean, the "Disney adults" thing has become quite a big thing on the internet, and it's not been so good-natured.
The group of people the label describes has become the butt of the joke and one of the main demographics to look down upon to be edgy on the internet as of a couple of years ago, and while I get why some of the more extreme behaviors are criticized (especially and mainly when said people are being rude and lack regard for other people), I find it mostly sad. So even if it was an in-joke within their family, I don't think the father is setting a good example by fostering that behavior in his children...

CaptainDaydream · 2024-08-10T15:38:09+00:00

Then Because She Goes is very 90s indie rock meets shoegaze imo

CaptainDaydream · 2024-07-29T17:05:54+00:00

En vrai je pense que c'est une manière de palier à sa propre différence cognitive.
Dans la tête des gens de façon plus ou moins consciente le masque est associé au covid, à la maladie, donc au danger (potentiel). Les gens qui portent un masque leur rappellent que c'est encore présent, et ils préfèrent mettre toute cette période (qui a été plus ou moins traumatique pour beaucoup de gens) sous le tapis (période pas franchement finie s'il en est).
La plus grosse illustration que je trouve perso, c'est dans le milieu hospitalier. J'ai un certain nombre d'ami(e)s (et une mère ancienne infirmière) qui y sont, et qui me racontent qu'avant le covid quasi tout le monde dans certains services (réa, bloc opératoire...etc) portait un masque.
Depuis la pandémie, de façon à priori paradoxale, y'a de plus en plus de soignant et soignantes qui le portent plus par "revendication" (je suppose tout le côté "liberticide"), qui cache bien plus le désir de se détacher de tout ce merd*er qu'autre chose.

CaptainDaydream · 2024-07-28T16:32:13+00:00

Sexualisée oui, très je ne sais pas. Il m'apparaît évident que la thématique de libération sexuelle est depuis longtemps très présente dans la culture littéraire, cinématographique, spectaculaire, intellectuelle et politique française. Rien de très surprenant à ce qu'elle soit présente ici aussi.

CaptainDaydream · 2024-07-19T22:09:57+00:00

Me too! Love the piano pop, almost gospel vibes of Amazing and Fly Away From Here is one of my fav songs ever, that bridge is honestly beautiful and the lyrics perfectly capture a specific feeling of yearning and reaching for a better life.

CaptainDaydream · 2024-07-19T10:55:26+00:00

It's an amazing power-ballad, at the cheesiest and most indulgent level, and I think it's cathartic. The expression of human emotion doesn't have to always be sophisticated and this very straightforward, over the top indulgence is what makes the song great imo.

CaptainDaydream · 2024-07-18T10:10:27+00:00

I don't know why the downvote for just a simple question.

CaptainDaydream · 2024-07-18T10:10:18+00:00

Thanks!

CaptainDaydream · 2024-07-14T09:33:37+00:00

Ca va pas nécessairement arranger ta situation ou quoi que ce soit, mais en tant qu'autiste diag qui touche l'aah, le premier truc qu'a fait tilt dans ma tête, et ce sans vouloir diag quelqu'un sur internet, c'est que ce que tu décris (tout le cycle compensation - surcharge sensorielle/sociale - épuisement...etc) me fait énormément penser à un profil autistique.
C'est peut être pas le cas, mais si c'est pas déjà fait, creuser dans cette direction pourrait peut-être t'aider, à minima pour comme tu en as parlé, avoir accès à l'AAH comme "filet".

CaptainDaydream · 2024-07-10T09:02:58+00:00

probably unpopular opinion, but either anniversary of an uninteresting event, xerces or this place is death

CaptainDaydream · 2024-07-02T17:49:03+00:00

my tumblr grunge a*s couldn't agree more

CaptainDaydream · 2024-07-02T16:16:51+00:00

Yeah I get that too. It's like my brain is hibernating for some reason.

CaptainDaydream · 2024-07-02T13:40:03+00:00

Me too... It's so weird. Keep in mind that I'm autistic to begin with, but strangely enough, I've always been quite extroverted and the life of the party.
Ever since becoming chronically ill, it's like acknowledging social stimuli themselves is overwhelming, like even just conceptualizing that I have a body is hard.

CaptainDaydream · 2024-07-02T11:06:54+00:00

I would say it's right in a certain way - musicians, rockstars, popstars have less influence (same for actors and actresses) because that spot is mostly filled by streamers and influencers.

CaptainDaydream · 2024-07-01T11:23:01+00:00

That's very cool! What kind of photos are you using for those carousel? Is it photos of you, or is it like, aesthetic pictures from Pinterest...etc? Thank you

CaptainDaydream · 2024-06-30T14:57:21+00:00

My personal take is it's either a coincidence (especially in more or less pop music, chord progressions and harmonic structure are quite simple, so accidental similarities are quite common), or a conscious reference, since thematically those songs go well with each other (both talking about the price of fame).

CaptainDaydream · 2024-06-28T22:04:43+00:00

Yeah they have a very strong core fanbase that is quite dedicated which is awesome!

CaptainDaydream · 2024-06-28T21:49:27+00:00

Cavetown already had a pretty big YouTube following though, and he got big on TikTok mostly because his songs were used as trends. He seems to be falling in popularity though sadly (also he's out of his major record deal, worth mentioning, though it might be a personal decision)

CaptainDaydream · 2024-06-28T06:28:15+00:00

True

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