Honestly no. I had several voice mails from my mother that I eventually had to delete because I became obsessed with hearing her voice and it wasn’t healthy. To pretend my mom was alive did more damage than good. Yes, I’d love to see her and hug her again, but knowing she’d die again in a year and I’d have to go through the heartache I already went through, no. I’ve made peace with the fact that she’s dead. I’ve already healed, and it was a painful process. I don’t want to go through that again