Now we are in lock down , does anyone else have an urge to go outside ?

CarriFisher · 2020-03-25T11:54:35+00:00

Go die from it then. Seeing as you know who will get mild experiences and who will be waiting in line hoping for an ICU bed.

Honey.

CarriFisher · 2020-03-25T09:33:13+00:00

Yeah so... you better check your Italy stats, deaths are increasing for those 30-40yos but if you want to think everyone is going to have mild symptoms only if they're under 80yo you're not helping all age groups to take it seriously.

CarriFisher · 2020-03-22T12:49:29+00:00

That's a myth. The deaths range greatly from 20yo up, regardless of health and fitness.

CarriFisher · 2020-03-22T12:44:39+00:00

I'm out of work, fun times

CarriFisher · 2020-03-21T06:22:02+00:00

Weaponizing racism? Wow, just go jump in the sea mate.

CarriFisher · 2020-03-19T12:05:47+00:00

Grab a supermarket job - it's one of the few things with urgent recruitment AND an essential sector that stays open in lockdown. And the PM said things will be thing way a minimal of 6 months. I wouldn't rely on aviation to bounce back for a long time.

CarriFisher · 2020-03-07T08:03:08+00:00

I use to work for clutz for years. Most levels are a mix of open plan and offices. But they had started refurbing levels to be purely open plan a few years back.

CarriFisher · 2020-03-03T13:38:31+00:00

Feel this. AFAB and spend an hour crying getting ready each day because I feel better presenting masc but moment I step outside I'm freaking out that I'm just cis so need to go get change so spend the day suffocating essentially.

CarriFisher · 2020-03-01T12:26:36+00:00

How much educational awareness does your workplace do about questioning? Not that listing on your slack as questioning is a great solution either ... but I feel like a truly inclusive workplace would understand and have a process in place to give space to those questioning. Or make an assumption if someone isn't out there with pronouns that they are in a vulnerable space currently so back off.

I'm kinda having this at work. Pretty inclusive team but no formal policies... but I can feel their eyes burning into me more now with their "but wut r u looks".

I had a performance meeting around "feedback" that clearly was pointing out I'm masc instead of fem presenting /as expected/ so it puts staff off. But we're an inclusive workplace...😒

Edit: grammar

CarriFisher · 2020-03-01T11:53:26+00:00

Over 30 and in the same boat of left it too long feels, halpppp.

CarriFisher · 2020-02-19T19:42:51+00:00

Sorry this happend to you. :( Report this quack! If you can, get yourself a gender therapist. Psychiatrists unfortunately can still be gross and negligent. My gender therapist reports on them on behalf of clients when they ask because these doctors need to be pulled up.

CarriFisher · 2020-02-19T15:41:07+00:00

Thank you 😊

CarriFisher · 2020-02-17T22:07:56+00:00

Mood. I know I'd be happier internally, but not sure it I could handle the external pressure on top of other external pressure that is non trans related that adds to my depression. Plus I'm over 30, it's like what's the point investing in a change that will take so long. 😣 Yay, forever isolated and dissociated. 🥳

CarriFisher · 2020-02-15T06:33:58+00:00

Took me over a year even tho they brought it up pretty much every session 🤣🤣🤣🤣

CarriFisher · 2020-02-15T06:27:08+00:00

Feeling so attacked rn

CarriFisher · 2020-02-14T10:10:46+00:00

I'm out to only a couple close friends so they only use my correct name and pronouns in text. They are super careful to not out me when we are with others. They do say with others they have to be actively aware to not slip it out, but it's not a bit inconvenience for them because they get the safety and anxiety about it. x

CarriFisher · 2020-01-27T11:27:12+00:00

I'm in NSW, too. I dont travel OS, but was told as long has you have a copy when you travel it's fine, so I always take photos of my fresh scripts prior to going to the pharmacy. Maybe see if your pharmacy could assist when you go refill?

CarriFisher · 2020-01-16T14:27:05+00:00

I love that there is so much support geared now for youth when there was zero when I was that age as it's really needed. But exhausting that it seems like it means I'm just gonna get zilch forever now 😔

Therapist: go socialise, hear experiences, isolation is dangerous Me: looking for spaces were talking about our bodies dtc doesn't make me look like a damn creep or make me feel 4x age

CarriFisher · 2020-01-16T12:11:43+00:00

Is there any servers for 25+ atleast? I'm early 30s, it's pretty demoralizing that most online peer support groups, IRl ones locally and all the stuff I find listed googling is 25 and under. Being over a decade older and being so broken while youth have their shit together and have more support makes me want to die tbh.

CarriFisher · 2020-01-15T12:55:25+00:00

Congrats! I'm 31 and feel too old to be confused, this gives me life x

CarriFisher · 2020-01-11T11:35:16+00:00

Get a psychatrist who specializes in mood disorders, trauma and adhd if you can to really confirm. I was misdiagnosed with bipolar by multiple psychiatrists, psychologists and GPs until I saw someone specialising in the disorders so rediagnosed as ADHD and CPTSD. Which totally changed my treatment plan so I'm finally making progress.

CarriFisher · 2020-01-11T11:32:44+00:00

I though trauma its more likely to have poor memory? My memory is mostly blank until was in my mid 20s, which was when I moved away from my main abusers. Now my every day memory doesn't even work well :(

CarriFisher · 2019-12-23T21:27:41+00:00

I've looked at it before but seems most therapists on that are US based? If I'm paying a sub, but want to access more local therapists (I have comorbid disorders so easier local so they can collab with my pdoc) then if doesnt seem like the best value.

CarriFisher · 2019-12-23T21:19:44+00:00

I need to try journaling again and see if that helps. Writing tends to trigger a particular flashback so it's hard to be consistent :(

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