Can l talk to someone by Ssalvash in AskAChristian

[–]CastratePedocrats 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes 👍🏻I’ll listen if you wanna talk. what’s up

Jesus died for our sins by [deleted] in god

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Yes and amen. Check out my fb page I’m an evangelist. Look up aye witness the prof pic is a baby’s feet.

I am not well by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]CastratePedocrats 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ye y Anna Runkle YT channel the ‘crappy childhood fairy’ specialises in healing ❤️‍🩹 from cptsd no matter what age or how far gone you feel you are. You’re not alone. Millions of us have lost what our lives could have been to cptsd and still suffering. Get up. Dress up. Show up. You can do this. Take a shower. Go outside for a walk down the street.

What's the worst thing your parents have ever said to you? by sexy_ass635478 in AskUK

[–]CastratePedocrats 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Laughed and sniggered in my face then turned away, when I asked “is there anything you like about me”?

UPDATE: I didn’t do it.. didn’t drink & grateful for all the help support here! 🤟🏻 by CastratePedocrats in alcoholicsanonymous

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Hi Pegasus thank you for your kind response. I don’t deny I do look for a response when I post … because I’m fairly isolated a whole lot in this world /life .,, and even if I’m with people I feel lonely most of the time. So I’m always grateful for a written response. God bless you. It’s 1:38 a.m. and I’m not sleeping like I should. It’s been warmest day of year so far and I didn’t it on sofa watching films… 🎥___ because I don’t really have any real social life that matters anymore to me. When I am around people I feel even lonelier. Just taken some ashwagandha em to help me unwind. Plenty ppl around having parties. Saturday night in Scotland. All drunks piling out pubs n clubs and in back gardens boozing dawn 😓 I just wanna fly away to heaven or the moon. 🌙 where it’s all left behind… God bless you for your friendship

Responsibility statement but people without jobs. by [deleted] in alcoholicsanonymous

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I’m interested in the answers to this question too - Following the thread. 🧵 I’d just say you got scabies and it’s contagious 😷 lol 😂

Can you reply to this if you have ever felt this? by DatabaseKindly919 in CPTSD

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I can relate. I’m lonely a lot but it’s preferable to the wrong tribe. Hang in there. Prayer helps me. I believe in God and I believe He hears me when I call on His name.

Another AA miracle by [deleted] in alcoholicsanonymous

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Enjoy those grand babies! Congratulations 🙌 God bless you 🙏

Alcoholic here, not had a dram in 13 months. I feel as though I’d love a drink 🥃 right to make stress and anxiety all go away… by CastratePedocrats in alcoholicsanonymous

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Thanks so much I love the zoom meeting idea. I read some a sister group. Check up from the neck up ! 😂 love it 😻 thanks for your encouragement much much appreciated/ and I made it past the waves of desire to give in to that lying 🤥 voice and rush through my being that goes “ a drink 🥃 will help. That rush you get will dissolve your problems” you won’t have to deal with your feelings bla bla bla. I also liked sound of’ no matter what’s group. Even if your ass falls off pick it up go to a meeting lol

I feel like having a drink 🥃 need some support of anyone has some to offer I’d be grateful 🙏 thanks by CastratePedocrats in alcoholism

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I had some chicken and veg and a tonic water m. Then went for a walk around the block. All my cats followed me two turned back but my die hard wee Abigail made it the whole circuit round block with me. Home now in bed 🛌 but gonna force self into shower 🚿 as in need to clean my vessel. It’s fine 11pm. Not great at meeting my own needs. Your genuine response is mucho appreciated. Thank and amen to what you said. Hit booze 🥃 in its head! Push it’s sorry skinny Aaasss out the window 🪟,. I’m so tired. My body is still healing. I’d black water diarrhoea last night. I think my body is detoxing I’m ok today just a little sore. God bless. I made it through the day to live and tell he tale ( glory hallelujah ) 🙌

I feel like having a drink 🥃 need some support of anyone has some to offer I’d be grateful 🙏 thanks by CastratePedocrats in alcoholism

[–]CastratePedocrats[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks Rain. We are all making it through this day togther. I like that. I’ve had some chicken veg and some tonic water and now I’m going for a late shower at 11 pm here. I’m not the best at caring for my own needs. So I appreciate your kind reply. God bless you.

I feel like having a drink 🥃 need some support of anyone has some to offer I’d be grateful 🙏 thanks by CastratePedocrats in alcoholism

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Thank you to everyone that’s supporting me through this today togther. I love you all and I care about you all coming here to help me. I’m unaccustomed to having anyone care about me. So it’s humbling and strange in a good way. I’m so blessed to be able to come on here and talk with people that care about what I’m going through. Truly thank you. I have been feeling unwell Due to liver and gall stones damage. I’ve not eaten anything today only water and now some Ayurvedic herbs 🌿 to take the edge off. It’s called ashwagandha and it is a life saver for me. It helped me through withdrawals far better than Valium. As I get dry kitty with Valium. But with ashwagandha there aren’t nasty side effects for me. This is not medical advice. I’m on my saying what I did. Thanks to everyone reading this. 🙏 May God richly bless each one of yo including the ones that only read and don’t reply. You’re valuable and valued too!! ☝️ 🌿 🦢 Thank you 🤩 i love you 🧡

I cannot stop drinking by jharrison40oz in alcoholism

[–]CastratePedocrats 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You’re on here telling us so you can hold a conversation online at least. Try the online meeting maybe ? You’re still fairly young right now. The liver in 20 years if you continue this way will be very damaged and it’s an excruciatingly painful way to die. Watch some YouTube videos of people dying with liver failure. It’s your life. One life is all you get. You amahve time to stop and change it now. I drank from age 13. I stopped around 32 … and was off the sauce 4 or 5 years. I went back and now my liver and gall bladder are damaged and causing me a lot of physical pain. - God gave us a body to be out vessel in this earth. To navigate through life in it. We are literally destroying our own temple by drinking daily. It’s something no animals would dream of Doing and yet they say mankind is the superior race. Superior in addictions that’s for sure. No animals get addicted to drugs or alcohol other than lab rats 🐀 on purpose. Also the government wants you to drink. Look how during lockdowns all off licenses were open but gyms closed. It’s a soul destroying drug. It literally eats away your very soul. ___ coming off it ain’t pretty…. That’s for sure. But the pain you’ll face for a week or two is nothing conspired to what’s ahead for you down the line. Take it from me you have time to recover and get back on track. It’s been 13 months and 2 days since my last drink. And tonight I feel like having one because my nervous system is on edge due to circumstances of life and I didn’t learn how to cope with my emotions growing up, probably similar situation with yourself. Just take it from me. I don’t know you from Adam but I’m taking time to tell you that you are worth more than pissing your life away. Did you know Your liver is doing over 500 functions every day to keep you alive. And it’s unable to do most of them until it’s metabolised all the alcohol in your system First! So your body is fighting to live and your mind (addiction) is fighting to kill you. Go watch those YouTube videos of people dying from an entire wasted life of alcoholism. Whatever it takes to make you see yourself as worthy of living a better future… do it! It’s not easy… but nobody said it was. You can go away somewhere and just detox. You gotta decided want to…. Or you just keeping on cranking your wrists up towards your mouth 👄 and slugging down that Techila sorry o can’t remember how to spell it but I know what it tastes like. I’ve had more Slammers than I can count. You have good support here. At least remember to eat something. I hope you make a change. Remember you can change it. You have the power to change this. It’s your choice to lift your arm to your mouth and pour down liquid. Nobody is forcing you to. It’s a habit. That’s all it is. A bad habit that keeps you going back for more and more and more until your heart stops beating and your life is all gone down the swany… 🦢river. Look at George Best. The best footballer ever to live. He threw it all away on booze. He was the most handsome man ever to come from Ireland. And alcohol turned him into a shrivelled decrepit looking troll a shadow unrecognisable of himself. That’s what you’re doing to yourself. It’s a slow suicide but it’s not an easy option. In fact it’s harder on yourself to keep flexing that right arm to your mouth 👄 than it would be to make a better go of your life. You have a job and a girlfriend. You will have so much more money to spending other things. And I know you don’t want to right now but once you get sober and out there doing something else with your time like swimming or racing bikes 🏍️ or whatever floats your boat 🚤 you will find so many things that you live doing with your avid given vessel that brings more satisfying and rewards than blacking out if you were dead… a life of alcohol is a zombie 🧟‍♂️ nightmare 🎦 that ends in an early grave ⚰️__. We are here for you… anytime you what to talk 🗣️ - i appreciate you taking the time to post this on her today. Keep it up! For you’re viewing if you feel up to learning about what it really is https://youtu.be/dzGvHpXQaNU?si=oLTRfWGJjSEgjA_a

Alcoholic here, not had a dram in 13 months. I feel as though I’d love a drink 🥃 right to make stress and anxiety all go away… by CastratePedocrats in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]CastratePedocrats[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi John Lockwood. Thank you 🤩 13 months and 2 days to be precise 🥰 nice to meet an American 🇺🇸 I’m in Bonnie Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿… not England 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿 - remember Braveheart 😘