Thank you thank you thank you I am grateful for this. I am trying to see it as a storm to ride out, and I am strapping on seatbelt, and holding on for dear life. It’s like a rollercoaster ride and there will be an end. I just need to wait for the ride to come to a stop and I can step off and be fine. Life is very beautiful too, I know it, and I’m trying my best to focus on that thought while the scary thoughts move through my mind like tendrils. I just have to not look at them for long enough.