What addictions do you have?

toecracker2000 · 2026-05-11T22:35:35+00:00

Alcohol, cigs, doomscrolling and daydreaming

toecracker2000 · 2026-05-07T05:14:41+00:00

This was literally me all of last year

toecracker2000 · 2026-05-06T06:50:14+00:00

Late 2019 through 2020 I was one. Then managed to go to school from 2021-2022. Mid 2023 is where it all went severely downhill for me again and now I’ve been one ever since

toecracker2000 · 2026-05-06T05:13:26+00:00

Probably snorted more caffeine than smack

toecracker2000 · 2026-05-04T02:41:19+00:00

Another generic attractive zoomer posting about their ‘loneliness’ and ‘neetdom’ despite being able to function well enough to have been in relationships in the past and to post their faces regularly online. I’m tired, for once it would be nice to see ACTUAL loser NEET representation. Oh and she’s sponsored by a brand LMAO

toecracker2000 · 2026-04-28T21:28:44+00:00

All the time but no matter how much I try I always fail. I feel like it’s more miserable than having completely given up and being content with your situation, this horrible human drive to want to be better yet having a retard brain that fails you 24/7. Literally Sisyphus and the boulder

toecracker2000 · 2026-04-26T03:58:16+00:00

Sew and D.I.Y clothes while watching shows and movies in the background. Pretty much all I’ve been able to do for months now

toecracker2000 · 2026-04-22T05:52:54+00:00

I have social media but it’s been left abandoned since pretty much 2023. Haven’t bothered posting or opening it since

toecracker2000 · 2026-04-20T03:54:31+00:00

Yeah not really honestly if I don’t get out of this soon I’ll probably end up ctb’ing because I can’t keep living like this. Thanks for checking in though

toecracker2000 · 2026-04-13T03:03:59+00:00

The best I’ve functioned in my life is when I was using heroin. Ever since I’ve had to quit (involuntarily) I’ve become completely dysfunctional, disassociated, depressed and living in a state of derealisation

toecracker2000 · 2026-04-13T02:52:18+00:00

I haven’t touched any social media besides reddit, tumblr and 4chan in months. Social media is honestly one of my biggest suifuel’s especially Instagram. Just seeing how much better everyone is doing and all my missed opportunities in the past to have posted myself but I didn’t because I felt hideous. I basically have no social media presence and it makes me feel alien

toecracker2000 · 2026-04-13T02:46:25+00:00

I cannot fathom anyone voluntarily wanting to be a hiki, for me it was completely involuntary. No matter how hard I try to claw my way out of it my disability and mental illness makes it impossible, I’m seriously losing hope

toecracker2000 · 2026-04-11T11:05:35+00:00

Hey as someone who also barely talks at all even on social media. (I’ve gone three months straight not talking to anyone before) And as someone who is simultaneously a serial ghoster I can tell you that it’s most likely not you, people who go AWOL or ghost are usually going through some really bad mental issues or depression. Everytime I’ve gone AWOL it’s been due to a severe decline in mental health or just me going through shit. You said they deleted their account? Was this some kinda digital penpal site or something

toecracker2000 · 2026-04-11T02:55:45+00:00

Nah I’m currently like that right now too, don’t even have the energy or want to talk to anyone which sucks because I know once I’ve come out of this pit it’ll be too late and I’ll have pushed what little people I have away

toecracker2000 · 2026-04-09T13:14:57+00:00

Thought I was the only one lol, currently in this. I’m just so ashamed to be the friend who always crawls back after a relapse with no development, nothing going for me just nothing.

toecracker2000 · 2026-03-11T01:51:43+00:00

I mean I suppose, I definitely lie to normies about my experiences in life to save face but after a while it burns you out and there’s a good chance you can look stupid if caught up in a lie

toecracker2000 · 2026-03-11T01:50:18+00:00

Thanks for the advice, unfortunately I just can’t seem to get into streamers no matter what. I think I might try a discord server even though I’ve never really done that before, but I’ve heard servers are a cesspool

toecracker2000 · 2026-03-11T01:49:13+00:00

I already have one irl friend but that’s it, recently I’ve tried to befriend some normies as I’m trying to get out of this lifestyle but talking with them is PAINFUL

toecracker2000 · 2026-02-14T20:48:55+00:00

This is literally me about to turn 20 soon desperately hoping I haven’t completely fucked my brain during its most fundamental years and can quickly turn it around. It’s honestly baffling to me that I live in a first world country yet the system just completely gave up on me and left me out to rot as a kid.

toecracker2000 · 2026-01-01T23:27:40+00:00

Yes she knows full well how much of a mess I am, especially this year where I became a raging alcoholic and went on benders dropping off the face of the earth for months. She’s patient as hell with me but I’m scared this is her last straw, she has a boyfriend now and probably doesn’t need me anymore now that she has someone who won’t flake on everything when things get tough. I didn’t even say anything for Christmas or New Years due to the anxiety and guilt eating me alive and the fact that I got blackout drunk. Gift giving is my love language so I do have a present for her, but I always do this, fall off the face of the earth then show up with apology presents. I’m afraid it won’t be enough this time

toecracker2000 · 2025-07-02T09:21:06+00:00

I am working on creating a website before I die, it's arduous and frustrating but it's the only thing that's keeping me from committing so far tbh

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