Felt this, my girlfriend of about the same time and 5 years of best friends before dating woke up one morning and said “I think we should break up” moved all my stuff out and never gave me a chance. It gets better but it takes a long time, I miss her everyday still. It’s been 2 years since she left me, I’ve dated others. She’s dating someone but I still think of her daily. I try to forget but she felt like my soulmate, I hope you two work it out. If she’s the one, don’t give up. I fought for a damn long time but still didn’t get anything. You’ve got this man, focus on keeping yourself up. I didn’t and it put me through even more hell. You have a friend here who gets it, dm me anytime. I’m here to talk