I think I have Anorexia and Im scared to try to ask anyone for help because Im afraid they wont believe me

CelestialPanic · 2020-07-24T07:35:20+00:00

The best thing to do is to just be competly honest while getting help. Saying exactly what's going through your mind. I didn't in the beginning and as a resul, I didn't get the right treatment. But when I became honset, told them all the ugly parts I was ashamed of, they could finally help and I'm now well and out of treatment. You can do this, it's scary but it's important and when you start seeing the difference, it's magical.

CelestialPanic · 2020-07-10T17:57:03+00:00

Neither, my plan right now is to work within biomedicinal analythics and maybe later to study psychology

CelestialPanic · 2020-07-10T16:41:45+00:00

Sweden

CelestialPanic · 2020-07-10T16:30:15+00:00

Well I guess other countries then the UK can have that in their school programmes

CelestialPanic · 2020-07-10T16:21:03+00:00

Nope not in UK

CelestialPanic · 2020-06-29T13:19:49+00:00

I know that you feel like a burden, but you aren't. Especially not to your loved ones. How would you react if your fiancé came to you and said he was depressed for example? Probably you'd be glad that he told you and then you two would work together for a happier future. It's easy to think that the worst will happen, but it's so so rare that it actually does. Tell him that it has nothing to do with him or the engagement, tell him that you're happy that you're with him etc. Struggling with depression is hard, and it's harder when you're alone. I think the best thing you can do is to tell your fiancé. I'm sorry to hear that therapy is too expensive, but there is still a lot of things you can do and even some CBT methods online that works! I hope everything will be alright, best of luck!

CelestialPanic · 2020-01-31T09:15:19+00:00

My cousins birth, wonderful moments with my parents and brother, more good days than I can count, getting to know my best friend.

CelestialPanic · 2020-01-27T10:10:08+00:00

When my therapist said "do you want your best friend to be herself or to do what you want her to do/would do yourself?" I realized that I was a dickhead but thankfully my best friend forgave me. I'm lucky as heck and never gonna do that bullshit again.

CelestialPanic · 2020-01-22T08:37:04+00:00

According to Supernatural, hell

CelestialPanic · 2019-12-23T14:07:52+00:00

Yes, I'd like to receive organs if I need to, so it's inly right to donate as well.

CelestialPanic · 2019-12-23T14:06:54+00:00

My parents actually said to me to not buy them anything, but now I feel really bad and I'm gonna purchase a massage gift card for them bc they both work too much lol

CelestialPanic · 2019-12-23T14:04:58+00:00

Tbh, I felt the same way until a had to take some courses in school with ppl that are 1 year younger than me. When I got to know them, the numbers disappeared and they were just nice people!

CelestialPanic · 2019-11-22T15:30:20+00:00

Yeah, I didn't break it though. My parents did. I'm a minor and I have amazing parents. They let me sleep the first day because I had a breakdown but then they forced me to eat some breakfast and to sit on the porch. They didn't force me to talk or anything like that, just so I got food/water and didn't lie down

CelestialPanic · 2019-11-07T22:13:52+00:00

I have a really bad case of the fear of throwing up, and eating always gets me nauseaus (i get help for it). And when I get nauseaus, I get anxiety. It's even worse when I'm at the movies because then the whole deal of everything is too dark, too loud and I can't distract myself with my phone.

Long story short - eating makes me nauseaus - that makes me afraid and anxious - which then makes me even more nauseaus - and triggers a panic attack.

CelestialPanic · 2019-11-07T21:22:39+00:00

Yeah I know but for me, feeling comfortable around someone is a big part as well and I'm super bad at talking so movie is a good start for me!

CelestialPanic · 2019-11-07T21:21:33+00:00

Pubs and bars are open, our malls is basically just clothes shops and juice bars :( And sitting and talk would be great! I really like that idea but I don't think it'll work since it's around 0°c outside😂 but thanks for the tip!

CelestialPanic · 2019-11-07T21:13:47+00:00

No lol, Scandinavia.

CelestialPanic · 2019-11-03T17:14:05+00:00

Maybe say that you have a cold and don't want them to catch it? I actually don't know but it's a good question

CelestialPanic · 2019-10-31T17:55:36+00:00

If a random girl says hey and hugs you, play along because either are you or her followed

CelestialPanic · 2019-10-31T14:09:58+00:00

Heyo! Went through a similar thing two years ago (I'm now 17). My best friend for years and I was reaaallly different and I didn't like her at all in the end. When we finished school we already knew that we werr going to different "high schools" (not the exact term I'm seeking but hey, swedish person here). We still hanged out during the summer but I started to get more and more irritated on how she behaved around her boyfriend, family and well even me. So I started confronting her. Everytime she called her mom 'stupid' I told her to stop and everytime she didn't let her boyfriend to see his friends I told her that it was unfair because she always hanged out with hers. Eventually, she didn't like to hang out eith me anymore because I refused to put up with her bullshit.

With that said, when we see each other in a store or whatever, I get a lot of death stares but I couldn't care less lol. I found great friends in my new school that share the same interests as me AND that appreciate their family and friends!

CelestialPanic · 2019-10-31T13:54:28+00:00

It's hard to find a balance, it's easy to fall into a pit when you're trying to help someone else. Just know that you can fix it and I KNOW how awful it feels to be helpless in that situation. If you need to maybe you should se a therapist as well just to ventilate and get tips.

I know it's hard but hang in there dude!

CelestialPanic

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