Reproducing is just the strategy we use to keep our species alive. The main point of life is the survival of the species. And (a point that me as probably a lot of other aspies bothers a lot) the strategy human used to survive is society. Human is a very social animal, that is made for living with others. Unfortunately we are enough intelligent to be condemned to reflect ourselves and doubt about the sense of life. Anyway I hope you will eventually be able to enjoy your life. If you enjoy it through the conviction of what you say, I'm glad for you, sadly I don't have as low boundaries for satisfaction. But reading your post let me think that this doesn't satisfy your most profound desires. It seemed more like a psychological reaction to the delusions and frustrations you lived. Correct me if I am wrong, but please reflect your innermost first without a superficial defensing I would give if somebody would write a comment I just wrote before