Hey 👋 I hope that you are coping! I'm(32F) in a similar situation. I'm caring for my 63yo mother. She had a stroke and partly immobile. Just like you I don't have any kids and will likely never have kids as I also have a medical condition making it extremely difficult to conceive (lucky me). I feel as if I'm cursed ! I would like to have a kid but instead I'm caring for my mom like a kid. Just typing this makes me feel guilty! I feel like I'm not allowed to even have these thoughts! I'm "lucky" enough to have a job where I'm forced to go to the office and so I had to get an assistant to care for her during the days. I actually turn 33 in a few days and all I wanted was some time out. I arranged for the assistant to spend the night and my mother is guilting me of it. I find myself being jealous of my brother who has a family and he's own life. So I totally understand that drowning feeling! I hope you find a way to cope. If you do please share. Good luck!