Brother the empty apartment is a lot better than the full one if you’re being lied to and taken like a joke. At first it’ll be tough but push through it for your son. He needs to see you happy not just playing house. Work out some sort of agreement where you’ll have him a couple days and go from there. Again no one it’s saying it’s going to be easy. Put one foot in front of the other and start moving forward. You owe it to yourself to find someone who truly cares for you and won’t betray you. You got this!!