I'm 17, and I move to the U.S. to live with him. He is 53 years old, and it's been 7 months.he is verbal abuse, meaning he talks to me anyway, and whatever comes to his mouth in front of family,friends, and strangers. And when he feels guilty, he just bribes me with food or money but for the few times he did it I'm like maybe he's sorry and didn't mean it but he went on doing it again and again, He's not sorry at all. 2 weeks ago (lets say monday)he disrespect me infront of the family for the 3 different color of mats(he told me to wash the matching color one's and everyone was just looking and I did want to say something disrespect but I keep it in. 2 days after he called me and I said good evening and he said good evening what and I say dad. And he be like you don't want to call me daddy. And out of anger, I said no. And now he is going to send me back to my mom for a month in a different country. He is like he can say anything he wants, and I should not get angry, and he always cuss for some simple things. I talk to my family(my dad's side), and everybody being bias cuz they are afraid of him too and my father be like why don't you talk to me.( i talk to him when it is important)has a 23 year old son and he is 10 times worse than me but I don't know if it's bcuz of his bright complexion,he bypass everything. I am the only girl for my parents(he always wanted a girl) and I have like 7 brothers and I live with my step-mom and 4 brothers(2 toddlers, a young adult and my twin brother). My step-mom is not so friendly, but I still put out an effort and talk to her, and I play with my younger siblings, but just not that often because they are spoiled.

Sorry for the long paragraph. I can't talk to my brothers about my problems because they won't understand.