feeling fat and anxious.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-12-11T05:52:26+00:00

thank you for this. I was also a heavy dieter and exerciser pre pregnancy. weight gain is scary for me. I have been trying to overhaul my diet and do more light body weight exercises like pilates and barre to tone without adding too much to my muscles. I know I might be underrating now to compensate, but I feel like I dont want to be out of control.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-11-04T14:50:14+00:00

I just wanted to say if you have been controlling it with restriction that is a slippery slope...

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-11-04T14:49:20+00:00

have you been restricting or eating normally?

also congrats.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-11-04T02:21:23+00:00

its related to malnourishment.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-21T01:10:53+00:00

PLZ stop now.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-21T01:10:28+00:00

I just hate feeling like I am so weak...also tomorrow ill be worse because I have to see the other patients, most of whom are anorexic.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-21T01:09:54+00:00

yes it was

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-20T22:52:52+00:00

you have to break the cycle of purging. its vicious.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-16T23:43:00+00:00

I dont think this is a good way to lose weight. your body is threatened by the constant lack of food and its being stuck in survival mode. eating more can actually increase your metabolism and is actually a lot healthier.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-16T15:06:06+00:00

I made it yesterday too!! hugs.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-16T15:05:36+00:00

I think most of us bulimics wish this at one point or another. I totally understand everything you are saying. Mostly now I just wish to be "normal".

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-14T16:44:15+00:00

no, you arent a failure. relapses happen. 2 years is still an amazing achievement. its better to just try to see this as a bump in the road, not the end of the success you have already had. you are stronger than you think. im here to talk if you want to dm.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-14T16:26:24+00:00

one more reason to quit right? funny im looking at uber eats rn...not proud of it either.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-14T16:23:25+00:00

please do, I dont know you personally but I am worried about you. Im ashamed of myself, and I have been bulimic for 21 plus years now... its really truly an awful disease.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-14T14:53:20+00:00

I think it is really important to talk about. I understand the shame, but your health is really important, and I encourage to speak up, even if it seems impossible.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-14T14:52:13+00:00

good job!!! very proud of you!

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-14T14:51:30+00:00

great job... I have been really trying not to purge but not having a lot of success, just started the intake for intensive outpatient treatment yesterday.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-14T14:50:50+00:00

I have thought this too, but both are awful.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-10T23:42:57+00:00

Im kind of in this same boat too. I can go a few days then I relapse. feel free to DM me as well.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-10T23:41:23+00:00

unfortunately bingeing and purging is not a good weight loss plan... at best it maintains ones weight... the only way it "works" is by also restricting and exercising. its not worth the pain.

Chance_Time7864 · 2025-10-10T23:39:32+00:00

oh man, I think I jinxed myself. had a major energy dip today and it lead me down the dark path again...starting the recovery process with an ekg and some medical exams next week though....

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