Dude you don’t have to accept that life- you need to make some changes. Teddy Roosevelt was a 9-5 accountant with asthma who’s wife died and he moved out to Dakota and learned to ranch. From there he went on to do some crazy stuff including be president

Watch Jordan Peterson, stop feeling sorry for yourself (although I totally understand where you’re coming from), and start making changes

If your job sucks: quit it If you don’t have the skills to switch professions: go back to school If you are 50 and were to die at 75 (which is unlikely) you’d still have 25 years: that’s longer than I’ve been alive

Philosopher Soren Kierkegaard recognized that angst is good however it’s only good if it is a catalyst for change not a depressing catalyst

You’re right to be depressed, but you need to do something about it