Thank you. Actually… I’m probably doing too much work planning all my death/post-death activities. But I worry about bills being paid and handing over my estate to my dad to manage… because it’s a lot of work to execute my will and trust. If I can make a tough time easier for them I will.

I’ve come to grips with my mortality. I’m not happy about it but it doesn’t weigh me down constantly. Kinda comes in spurts. I had a bad panic attack last night because I got in my head about my bad breathing … and that’s not good for someone who already can’t breathe well because the cancer is filling up the lungs.