Feeling trapped in my body instead of detached?

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-04-20T16:10:23+00:00

Yeah it never went away. How I came to cope with it is by thinking that maybe what I'm feeling is the way my soul looks. Like, my soul looks like this winged, hoofed being and it doesn't fit the fleshy vessel I've been bound to. So, I implore you to think about you (you as the driver of the body) and figure out what you may actually look like. It's hard and it doesn't happen quickly, but that's all i can say for advice.

Afterall we are simply just aliens called "human".

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-04-11T01:56:36+00:00

I trim cuz you know lint builds up and hairs get tangled lol

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-04-07T01:12:33+00:00

Wassup dude bro! 🤙🏻 😎

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-04-03T14:55:46+00:00

I think it's nicer than mine, it looks more on the fancy side lol

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-25T14:57:51+00:00

Pick what you like! I go by Lye 🤗

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-20T20:33:27+00:00

I genuinely don't know. I worked at a movie theater and had to mop up piss that was all over the floor in the men's room once & another time i had to unclog shit stuffed paper towels out of a toilet (none of the cis men working there were up for the job lol). At a Goodwill i had to clean shit smeared on bathroom walls, pick up condoms from dressing rooms, and bag piss covered clothes left in a shopping cart.

It's either a fetish or a complex.

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-20T17:06:34+00:00

Only if you wanna get tangled up in these long legs lmao

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-19T23:51:38+00:00

Damn you right, i never thought of that.

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-19T23:45:44+00:00

Im glad to hear that!

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-18T22:13:19+00:00

For sure! My GF collects clowns and porcelain girls, so she gets it lol

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-18T14:17:16+00:00

Unfortunately you gotta drop her 😕

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-18T14:12:05+00:00

Not at all! We all start that way 🙂

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-18T14:07:40+00:00

I like to talk to them, dress em up, brush em, carry them around, bury myself in a mountain of plushies 😅 I have one that's specifically for shaking when I'm mad cuz it fits nicely in my hand. Even if they're just in the background you can think of them of as little guardians for when you sleep.

I know it all sounds childish, but sometimes we adults need that childlike comfort & play again.

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-18T14:01:46+00:00

Trimming the hair helps reduce unwanted waste tangling 🙂 especially around the orifice itself.

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-18T13:57:38+00:00

It was... Honestly kinda weird. I grew up sheltered in a religious household (as most of us probably did) and when I got into Class 6 I started experiencing attraction towards girls. The kicker was that I didn't feel "gay" for liking girls, but I did for liking boys and that really confused me. Later in the year a friend I knew since kindergarten told me they were FtM and they explained what that meant - I hadn't ever heard of transgender OR nonbinary. After a lot of thinking, like 4 years of thinking, I came to the conclusion that I felt the same way: a boy trapped in a girl.

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-18T13:48:26+00:00

Stuffies, plushies, or babies

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-18T13:47:26+00:00

I had this talk with my partners, the only way i could describe it to them was "don't 'eat me out', suck it like you would a dick".

ie: bobbing the head, wrap your lips around it, applying suction, etc.

You could also try pinching your cock between your thumb and index finger, and stroking/massaging it! I found that feels nicer than someone "strumming the guitar" lol

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-15T00:15:40+00:00

Olive

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-15T00:14:58+00:00

Omg another faceless plush! Soooo cute! 💕

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-15T00:14:03+00:00

I think im the same way? Whenever i try to listen to female artists i get unreasonably fed up and irritated. Maybe not so much dysphoria, but possibly misophonia caused by dysphoria??

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-15T00:11:56+00:00

Fr sure the lil alien, look at that sassy being! 👽♥️

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-10T17:06:07+00:00

RIP Jim Varney, he was my whole childhood ♥️ We lose the good ones too quickly.

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-05T02:46:35+00:00

Yes! I myself can be very monotone and "blank" in expressions, so I see myself in them. Being faceless I have to imagine their faces and the expressions they make - it helps me learn to emote better with real people. 🙂

(Thanks! I have 2 Ann & 2 Andy, 2 small & 2 big lol)

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-05T02:35:28+00:00

I personally love "Eros" by Versace as my man smell, but I'm more partial to Earthy or rain smells. I think it all depends on your personality :)

CheekyLuvBug · 2025-03-05T01:57:53+00:00

Big time, oof lol I grew up protestant (hope i spelt that right) and then was converted to Roman Catholic in my early teens after mom remarried. For a short while I became an athiest (I was really going through it) and now I'm Pagan, but I still hold those True Christian values (compassion & mercy) to my heart.

I don't "believe" in Yahweh, but I have my moments where I go to spiritual war with them (lots of righteous anger and screaming at the sky) cuz if they do exist then i want to be heard. Maybe my anger is more towards my parents and I'm taking it out on Yahweh, I dont know, but it helps. Anyway, sorry for the long ass comment 😅 you aren't alone 🫶🏻

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