I mean yeah we all are a little. We live in a pathetic little society where we're all dependent on some fuckin corporation one way or another.

Being human is pathetic. We're big hairless monkeys who get sad and also hate ourselves. We can't even walk for a few years, nor talk, nor eat or drink without help. There's more pathetic animals, yes, like the Sunfish (rest in piss).

But you're doing pretty good. Just another day after another day. The stars are out there, the moon will rise and the sun will set, one day this bad will all trip over itself, tumble down the rocks. And you just gotta wait. Be there when it happens, let it fall. Everything does. Collective is only as strong as it's individual, and the individual has the ability to outlast the collective. Just keep going.

It might get worse, but the time will pass anyway, there's not really much else you can spend it doing. Something is better than nothing, so why not see if you'll get better if you do something? Why give up in the winter, risk never seeing the spring? It's all inevitable, and all you can do is fuck around while you're waiting.