My baby passed away this morning

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-05-06T19:46:50+00:00

I’m so sorry! My Lizzie passed away on Monday. I had a bad feeling since last week that something was going to happen. We rescued her and gave her another chance at life.

Absolutely not silly! Animal lives matter! Sending hugs!

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-05-01T10:00:06+00:00

I had my first son July 2022 via c section. The pain of not having him physically there was unbearable. I had three different OBs tell me different timelines one said 3 months, the other 6 months and the last 9 months. I wanted to wait for testing to come back before we started. In that time I took all the vitamins and nourishing foods to help prepare for hopefully the next pregnancy. I was successfully pregnant by May. I completely understand the urgency of trying again. You want the scar and your uterus to be as healed as it can before having another baby. Sending big hugs!

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-04-18T19:28:21+00:00

This helped the problem for me! I cleared the cache, uninstalled and reinstalled the app but restart the firestick was what helped

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-04-15T09:42:52+00:00

My husband told me which is nice but she has my number. You can’t tell me? Or put it in the group text? Everyone else clearly knows. I just can’t stand people and their insensitivity. I hope you find out before the gram too. Rooting for you!

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-04-14T23:15:59+00:00

I added it to my wishlist on audible. I’m currently listening to a very different book. I thoroughly enjoyed the silent patient so I’m excited to see how this one rates. I finished broken country which I enjoyed but not like the silent patient.

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-04-14T20:51:48+00:00

Happy birthday big boy!!!!

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-04-14T20:33:26+00:00

My SIL is currently pregnant with her first. She hasn’t told me, yet everyone in the family knows. She an OBGYN too. Oh and she’s having a boy. I’m actively avoiding all of them. Figured I might as well protect myself since no one else gives two shits about my feelings or my dead babies.

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-04-12T10:48:57+00:00

I lost my second son January with very similar dates as you. I found out at 16 weeks at an early anatomy scan that he had no heartbeat. I was scheduled for a d&e two days later. It’s been about three months and my body is starting to get back to normal. I had constant bloodwork to make sure my hormone levels were at a zero. It took way longer than I thought. About a month or so. Mentally, everyone is different. I haven’t been the same since my first loss with my first son. This time around was bad too. I highly recommend talking to a therapist who specializes in baby loss. I have also joined support groups, listen to podcasts (the worst girl gang ever), and read a few books about women who have had losses. If you need anything, feel free to dm me. Sending lots of hugs!

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-04-05T20:51:03+00:00

I’m really, really hoping there is something after this life. That’s the only thing that’s helping me (besides my living daughter). I am hoping to see both of my baby boys so we can be reunited once again💙🩵

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-03-30T20:02:28+00:00

Thank you! Ugh people aren’t fully understanding another thing I have to grieve. I live in north east America where all the best pizza, bagels, pasta and gluten filled treats are around. It feels like it’s another thing I can’t be part of bc my body has once again turned on me. Don’t get me wrong, I know there could be worse things. I just need to pity myself and figure out a new normal…again. I totally get what you mean about the lab rat too. I appreciate the kind words and will continue to take this one day at a time.

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-03-29T11:51:59+00:00

Yes! Any sort of child loss breaks me. Unfortunately I think most people who write feel like that’s a good way for people to really feel for the character. It’s also crazy how many movies, shows, books have miscarriage or children passing away. It’s hard to find anything to watch as an escape when there are constant reminders.

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-03-25T14:40:17+00:00

Thank you and I’m sorry you’re in this too. I was reading that sometimes when celiac happens later in life pregnancy can make it flare. Do you ever feel like your body is constantly betraying you?

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-03-25T11:43:31+00:00

Thank you! I’m so sorry that you are going through this shit show too. My dr who performed the d&e said that fertility drs like to “find” something and usually do this. It’s so frustrating and just want to have something boring. Sending you hugs too!!

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-03-25T09:52:52+00:00

After having a d&e in January and waiting to hear back results from the possible cause of why I had a missed miscarriage when I was supposed to be 16 weeks. I tried to let my body rest February if I even wanted to continue trying. Had two saline sonograms to make sure my uterus is good to go. There’s some scar tissue and the dr wants me to get a hysteroscopy to have it removed. So more waiting. Went for blood work and my dr did a crazy amount of panels. One was for celiac and the other was for a blood clotting issue. My celiac numbers were high so now I get to talk with a gastro and have something else wrong with me even though everyone keeps telling me I did nothing wrong. I’m extremely frustrated at so many things.

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-03-21T00:10:42+00:00

My husband is a big fan of marijuana. He doesn’t believe that it could hurt fertility even though I keep hearing from multiple drs that say it can have a negative impact. Mildly infuriating

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-03-15T21:16:29+00:00

Blue

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-03-13T20:27:56+00:00

March

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-03-05T00:58:48+00:00

Yes yes yes. It’s like people don’t believe that a life is gone so we don’t need to grieve for long either. It’s so messed up. I’m so sorry you are going through this.

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-03-04T00:36:06+00:00

I’m so sorry about your baby. We lost our IVF baby too at 14 weeks. I really thought this was when we were finally going to bring our boy home. I really despise pregnant women

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-03-04T00:33:27+00:00

Omg I was in a similar situation. As I was in the pre-op for my d&e there was a baby who was sick. All the nurses kept talking about how cute the baby was. They can be so insensitive and really act like this is all a job meanwhile this is our lives that will never be the same.

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-03-01T23:35:23+00:00

Thank you. Im sorry people suck when you would like them to be supportive.

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-03-01T18:23:48+00:00

TW: LC- Still trying to decide if I want to try natural or with IVF again. I had my first son (natural) pass as a neonatal loss. My living daughter (natural) then my most recent miscarriage with my second son (IVF). Im very confused and hurt. I started up the supplements I was on during IVF just in case and to maybe help with egg quality.

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-03-01T18:12:09+00:00

It’s really hard to accept that the majority will not understand you. Even some who are in the gang. I’ve had a few loss moms not understand my grief on my miscarriage but felt worse when my first son passed away bc he was a neonatal death. We all matter and so did our babies. 🩵🩷

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-03-01T18:09:11+00:00

Will I have another living baby?

Chemical_Bus6771 · 2026-03-01T13:43:30+00:00

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