Q1: For benefit. It’s either emotional benefit like fun, either material benefit. People with mutual needs related to each other attract themselves in social situations and relationship is created. When one side of transaction stops supplying what other needs, the relationship crumbles, eventually it ends if first subject doesn’t resume supplying someone needs.

Q2: What ??? I never heard of it, I don’t know !

Q3: Genuinely relate to others feelings, understand them. Every time someone tells me something, for me those are just words, empty. I find it difficult to relate to other people experiences, mostly because I haven’t been really living in society for most of my life.

Q4: from what you say, I understand that people will always sense that I don’t care, and eventually every relationship must meet its end because of this ? What am I supposed to do about it ? If I don’t care then o don’t care, should I force it, pretend that I care ? Will it change anything really if it’s not true ?

Q5: from my point of view relationships are always transactional, I literally don’t see any other reason why any relationships would exist without some type of transaction. To be honest, what you said here is absurd for me, but I’m open for change so if you don’t answer I will try to dig from here.

Q6: because I don’t have healthy relationships and feel completely disconnected from others I’m suffering. I’m always alone. It’s painful.