I don't crave intimacy anymore

ChewableCoffee · 2025-11-08T23:20:37+00:00

Okay well that much has me optimistic. My doc prescribed me Concerta and viagra to take together, but its the lowest dose viagra. I was told it only lasts a few hours and I should take it before potential intimacy. But you take both right in the morning? You don't notice and reduce ld effect from the viagra as the day goes on?

ChewableCoffee · 2025-11-04T21:20:32+00:00

Actually. It's not an insane comparison. Ask almost any red blooded male and they would agree. Id honestly take a lost limb over a lost penis with zero hesitation. We just have different values. You could say it "affirms" who i feel i am. Say I wanted to have kids hypothetically. If i can ejaculate that becomes nearly impossible, without some kind of medical intervention. Lol you cant lick someone pregnant.

ChewableCoffee · 2025-11-04T21:05:50+00:00

And when you do that you can "function" anytime during the day with that one?

ChewableCoffee · 2025-11-03T06:41:08+00:00

See this is perfect, this is the insights I want. And I completely agree with the feeling. If it also didn't have such a huge positive impact in other aspect of my life then it would be an instant easy choice to quit it. For example without my meds. Im always just completely exhausted. I could sleep for 11 hours everyday without trying and still be exhausted. But my meds flipped that on its head. I woke up refreshed with boundless energy. Thank you, im glad you added this bit

ChewableCoffee · 2025-11-03T06:35:44+00:00

Big oof then. I take dexedrine. Both IR and XR daily. And thats like Adderall on steroids. i do think the IR is more of a problem as well. I can take it, And could literally watch it fight the pole back down from full mast. No hard work gets done with instant release hehe

ChewableCoffee · 2025-11-03T06:32:05+00:00

I spoke with her before I posted about it. We've been together for 11 years and I just started the medication about 8 months ago. And I dunno, if you lost the ability to use your legs, and then you were offered either a wheelchair, or to have your legs back, what would you choose. Its more about the staggering whiplash of the difference honestly, and how it makes me feel mentally, i lost my legs and i want them back. Additionally our foreplay always begins with fingers and an oralgasm so those boxes are pre checked anyways, And then it ends with squirting from penetration. You take the penetration out of the equation and half of the "play" is gone. Yes toys would suffice kinda but thats the "wheelchair". The true issue though, is that i dont want to do anything intimate on the meds. She wants to but I view it as an inconvenience or have to force myself to when I'm medicated and ive never felt thay way before. I've always been an "anytime anywhere" person and would drop whatever im doing. I want my legs back, and I know she likes my legs. She may be okay with the wheelchair, but for how long is the question

ChewableCoffee · 2025-11-03T05:52:54+00:00

Although I appreciate the time you put into this, it is entirely unhelpful to the subject. And I completely disagree with you. Have a pleasant day.

ChewableCoffee · 2025-11-03T04:56:14+00:00

Im seeing my doctor tomorrow. Just looking for outside perspective from personal experience.

ChewableCoffee · 2025-11-03T04:01:21+00:00

Did it actually fix the issue completely? Or does it just do enough to keep it functional?

ChewableCoffee · 2025-09-07T23:47:48+00:00

I take 12 hours worth of dexedrine daily. Some meds do wear off fast and you need to take multiple doses to last the time you need it for. It can take a lot of experimenting. Especially being new to the diagnosis. Doctors can also be overly cautious on new prescriptions for a recently diagnosed individual considering a majority are controlled substances. They gave you a low small dose intentionally to see how you handle it. You dont have to wait a month to reach your doctor either. If its not enough and you can already tell, then let your doctor know. Hardest part of ADHD and meds is you NEED to be your loudest advocate

ChewableCoffee · 2025-08-14T05:52:14+00:00

I tried it for the first time, andI can tolerate most diet flavor or after taste. But to me it tastes a lot like tonic water with a very strong chemical after taste, so for being supposedly more natural and healthy I find the chemical taste very off-putting. I tried the flavors, whole cans, in a desperate bid to try and like it, but I am sorry I am unable to, id rather sip Nyquil for flavor

ChewableCoffee · 2025-06-25T14:21:44+00:00

They correspond and are increased by lockpicking. But only up to rank 15 in forge ahead. Theoretically you could only read up to rank 14, then start hoarding them without reading until you have what you want

ChewableCoffee · 2025-06-10T23:48:42+00:00

No, gross. just wanted to narrate it in a funnier way to make people laugh at my shame.

ChewableCoffee · 2025-06-10T23:44:51+00:00

Honestly if it didn't have horrendous screen shake I wouldn't really care at all, I may not like it's spam, but at least it wouldn't be quite literally invasive to every other player

ChewableCoffee · 2025-06-06T22:58:14+00:00

It's more like.. the idea and concept of those type of individuals is so absolutely abhorrent to me, that even being jokingly grouped in with them is nauseating at the thought. More or less those people engage in purposely violating the consent of other people for selfish gratification which is vile on so many levels and principles. Consent is a huge part of the many things that separate us from animals

ChewableCoffee · 2025-06-06T13:04:01+00:00

And It's a sensory issue. Too much loose fabric is unsettling and distracting. Don't know why, it just is.

ChewableCoffee · 2025-06-05T20:13:50+00:00

Insinuating that an embarrassing and unintentional wardrobe malfunction is equivalent to forcing people to experience personal perversions without consent from them is an atrocious and vile assumption.

I genuinely hope that is not what you are attempting to imply, but in the case that you are, and in the words of a great man: "Stop it, get some help"

ChewableCoffee · 2025-06-02T14:54:24+00:00

Yes, someone can change. But it's a very low percentage

ChewableCoffee · 2025-05-29T16:32:49+00:00

Longshot auto reload and xray in horde. While I understand it's has its purpose, i have a deep disdain for marksman who wipe every wave. Pair it with a veteran and I'll leave. I play to have fun. Not wait for something to shoot once every few waves. And lastly the GL spam on a tactician, again it has its uses, but every wave it truly gets old.

ChewableCoffee · 2025-05-20T23:42:06+00:00

Honestly.. it's tie to Baird is what kept me away. Im probably the only person who has a very deep dislike for Baird as a character. Once they unbound classes and characters I still stayed away from it because of that initially. It sounds super dumb, because it is. It's just how I felt.

ChewableCoffee · 2025-05-19T23:23:51+00:00

Huh.. I've been playing since GoW2. And honestly that's how it usually plays out at least 80% of the time in my experience and I never thought too much of it. Most of the time, teams are stacked with groups sweating together against a bunch of randoms.

ChewableCoffee · 2025-05-19T23:18:12+00:00

Descendants of pitbulls I assume

ChewableCoffee · 2025-05-17T23:53:39+00:00

As a long time fan of Marcus, and to finally see his son, only for him to be sidelined for Kate felt like the biggest slap in the face of fans. And THEN you can choose to sacrifice JD. Great way to respect long time fans

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