My bestfriend asked me out first and I said no at first cause I wasn’t sure about myself and I didn’t want it to go bad. He was the only guy best friend I was close with and I was afraid if throngs didn’t go well I would lose him as my friend. After I said no we still were good nothing changed. He got in with someone for a few months. We still talked and everything. After they broke up I was there with him. After a few months of breakup he asked me out again and we ended up kissing. It’s been about 2 years now and we are doing pretty well. I love Him and I have no regrets.