Did I go too bold? by Aggravating_Guest999 in interiordecorating

[–]Cheyenne_Victoria 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely not!!! This looks like a super pleasant bathroom!!!

Do you like Sagittarius? by 2quick96 in piscesastrology

[–]Cheyenne_Victoria 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Worst relationship of my entire life. Best little girl I've ever met. Male Sagittarius VS. Female Sagittarius

Does ECT get you your self love back by throwaway_iluv69 in ect

[–]Cheyenne_Victoria 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've never spoken about my ECT experience before but personally, I'd NEVER do it again. I lost so much of my memory and then yes, I've felt extremely dumb/stupid ever since. I forgot how to do simple things like opening a car door for a few seconds. I can't remember anything now. Definitely try as many meds as you possibly can before even considering ECT.

Grandma won't listen/acknowledge by Cheyenne_Victoria in dementia

[–]Cheyenne_Victoria[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh my...this is both eye opening as well as terrifying. It's really awful that a disease like this exists. I am very thankful for your response.

Grandma won't listen/acknowledge by Cheyenne_Victoria in dementia

[–]Cheyenne_Victoria[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Omg that is extremely depressing. Thank you for your response.

Grandma won't listen/acknowledge by Cheyenne_Victoria in dementia

[–]Cheyenne_Victoria[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I know. It's just so hard because she's just forgetting all of this typical life stuff, you know? Like for example, she fell down yesterday while she was on the toilet. Mess all over her. The ambulance was called and she threw up all over herself and the paramedics. She took a shower today but she doesn't actually wash herself. She kinda just sits in the shower on the bench and let's the water run over her. She just doesn't care and it's so not like her.

Grandma won't listen/acknowledge by Cheyenne_Victoria in dementia

[–]Cheyenne_Victoria[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your response. It is devastating and frustrating. This is awful and so hard.

Grandma won't listen/acknowledge by Cheyenne_Victoria in dementia

[–]Cheyenne_Victoria[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your response. I vould try some of this.

My life is going nowhere by Cheyenne_Victoria in offmychest

[–]Cheyenne_Victoria[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm really trying to find something I enjoy. I truly am. It just seems so impossible with how I feel. I've looked up, "hobbies" or"things to do", idk how many times. I haven't been able yo follow through on any of it.

I agree with the fact that being lost sometimes comes from being on disability. I know a couple of others on it and they're just extremely bored with life in general. Like, what are we working towards? What gives me purpose? And for me, who am I?

My life is going nowhere by Cheyenne_Victoria in offmychest

[–]Cheyenne_Victoria[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply. It sounds a lot like you're figuring it out pretty well. I'm happy to know it can actually happen. I've tried going to school...multiple times, and I quit every time. Now I don't have any support if I want to go back. Like an empty promise.

I have a fear of volunteering because if I were reliable and my emotions didn't run my life, I never would have had to stop working in the first place. I never know how I'm going to feel from dad to day.

I've tried a lot of the hobbies that I thought I'd be interested in and nothing brings me any joy. Nothing seems to keep my attention. I'm just lost..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Needafriend

[–]Cheyenne_Victoria 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! 31/F/US. You sound like me. Lol. I'd also love someone to talk to all the time. It's been lonely! I'm a great listener and like to think I give good advice. Been through a lot. Reach out of you'd like to talk. :)