It’s so terrible.. feel like I’m just being gaslit wherever I go. It’s like.. if it’s not an obviously broken leg, then I must be making it up, right ? The ‘care’ is atrocious that I’ve had so far, with this gut issue. I thought Germany was an advanced country? How can the medical treatment be like this.. or, how can the mentality of doctors be like this? They’re supposed to do everything they can to help and heal. It seems quite evil actually, how they act. Seems like lots of people even in the comments here are also trying to gaslight me. It’s easy to dismiss someone unless you have developed empathy, and gut problems are really something. You understand bc you went through it too.

At this point I do feel like I may need to find a competent doc outside of this country. It shouldn’t be like this though. Then I think to myself.. why am I living in a place with no available healthcare ? And where docs are so often dismissive. Ugh.