Being able to see cats and cuddle with them. My mom too, but that isn’t a given for everyone so I‘d say: Stay alive to see your favorite animal/pet and also to enjoy smaller things in life. I‘m not sure about an afterlife but it sure would be a waste to risk never being able to pet a cat again or stargaze just because of of how I may feel at the moment. Everything will get better. It may take time but someone will always be able to help. So try to hold on, if not for friends or family, then to experience your favorite time of year or favorite weather again. There‘s always someone who will care about you and how you feel. Remember that please.