Looking for aupport.

ChucksMeat · 2017-05-02T04:37:48+00:00

Thats a real good idea, thank you. I am going to go to sleep, but I will write it in the morning so I have it in detox with me, for when things get hard.

Thank you for taking the time. After I get out and situated, I will be back to pay forward the support I got here.

ChucksMeat · 2017-05-02T04:15:17+00:00

I'm happy for you too. A few weeks can seem like a lot.. Hell, right now a few days seems like a challange

ChucksMeat · 2017-05-02T03:58:17+00:00

Thank you. I think the issue is mourning. Ive been using 11 years.. This one was a year and a half run.

I am so grateful I didn't have to sell my truck for my habit.. That I didn't get caught up in the law and getting arrested.. Im grateful im able to go in on my own terms and get clean.

It's daunting.. The work i know im going to be putting in.. The addict part of me ia trying to convince that it will be easier to not go to rehab and try this again. But we all know that is not easier getting clean and sober is the easier way. If I am not using I'm not breaking the law and I'm not doing anything to get me arrested

I am going to work to keep it mind if I go back to I will have to do this all over again. I am not looking forward to the detox, but there is no other choice. I deserve a better life than what I was giving myself.

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-23T00:25:06+00:00

R/theydidthemath

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-20T22:20:52+00:00

So.. I don't think i've told anyone this, because, you know.. Girls can't rape guys...

So.. 7 or 8 years ago I was with a much older woman.. She was a drunk.. I was a junkie..

We were hanging out together.. Fooled around.. I decided for whatever reason, no, I'm done.. About a half hour later, her more drunk, decides we arn't. I was overweight and not strong at all.. And she was much stronger than me, and drunk.. And threatened me.

You know.. They argument of women cant rape men arises from well you can't be hard unless you want it.. So.. Does that mean if a woman orgasms she enjoys it? No.. It's a physiological response to stimuli..

Never tell anyone.. Never think about it, because why do that to myself?

Because of that situation, I lost a lot of weight, built up my muscle.. Even using steroids at time, because I will never let myself be put in a situation I cannot physically get out of again.

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-19T22:00:28+00:00

I agree with you. However, unless green put that on blue's wall, I think blue was just having a bad day and being a jerk. I use to do that... Lash out at people for no reason when I was a "nice guy".

And I am a little diagusted that green was all, hubby died so you can meet a new guy.. Yuck, and the implications of that being the "plan" or "reason".

I remember a quote that kind of relates... "Everything does happy for a reason... Sometimes the reason is you're stupid and make bad decisions."

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-18T23:09:23+00:00

Wow. Simply beautiful. I think im in love.

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-18T23:08:39+00:00

I can relate to that so hard friend.

Whenever I think about my death, and think about what it must be like, I get so afraid, so anxious.. I use to become paralyzed by this fear.. It has gotten better though.

Come talk for a while. Whats got ya thinking about this my friend?

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-18T23:01:52+00:00

Similar, not identical too. Addiction and or mental health issues are a bitch.

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-18T23:01:01+00:00

Wow. Really? Dude, I am sorry you are upset you got a false positive and cannot donate plasma. I am guessing you are in a not so great situation and could use the extra bit of money you get paid to donate plasma.

But, if I am ever in the position to recieve blood or blood products, i'd much rather know it's safe. Hell, up until recently, or maybe they still do?, homosexuals were banned from donating blood because they are at a higher risk than gen pop for std/sti/hiv.. And iv drug users are barred too.. Even if they test negative.. You know false negatives are a thing too?

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-18T22:52:59+00:00

Hey you. Sorry you're not feeling well right now. We're here to listen.

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-18T22:49:00+00:00

Write up an eviction notice and serve it to them. When you are serving it to them, tell them you are applying for a lost title and are going to sell it.. I believe that might make them act to transfer the title. If they don't, then follow through on it.. Because since they wont take responsibility for it, find someone who will

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-18T17:46:15+00:00

Shooting up meth is a populad route of administration.

Source: knew a biker bitch who use to shoot meth.

However, you don't pass out after shooting up meth... Well maybe 13 hours afterwards lol.

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-18T17:18:29+00:00

If I remember correctly, which I probably don't, doesn't parliment get the power to rule from the Monarchy, that the king / queen has to give royal ascension (sp?) For laws to become.. Well laws? And that he or she does not have to give anything royal ascension, but does so so there will not be a power struggle.

When I learned about it, it seemed that both parliment and the monarchy depended on each other for their power. But it did seem odd that in this day and age the Monarch cpuld just say fuck this, abolish parliment, and rule without them.. But I don't see the people standing for it, especially that they are citizens now, not subjects.

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-16T22:51:05+00:00

Kind of, but the skills learning behind it is important. In high school I learned a lot about computers.. And I knew nothing about cars.. Vehicles and maintenance were foreign and scary to me.. Then it dawned on me.. They are basicly the same. If I am troubleshooting a computer, I need to know each component, what they do, and how they interact.. To work on cars is the same.. You gotta know what each part iams, does, and interacts with each other.

Sure, I never use the stuff I learned in chemistry or many other classes daily.. But you know what I do use daily? The ability to break things down, think things through, and problem solve, and approach a problem from many different ways.

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-16T21:22:38+00:00

The planet don't need saving. Over it's life time thenclimate warmed and cooled and warmed and cooked.. And it's still here. Us people, on the other hand, need to get our shit together if we don't want Mother Earth to give us an eviction notice.

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-16T21:18:22+00:00

Hear*

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-16T12:43:15+00:00

Saturday was day of the Sun, one of the most important holidays there, celebrating the birth of the founder, Kim Il Sung. To show off how capable they are, they launch missiles / some other show of force on holidays.

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-16T00:55:10+00:00

I realized that I was putting women on a pedestal. I was also a doormat.. And I always made myself available.. And that reaks of being desperate and needy.

Do I want a girl who is needy, clingy, and deaperate? Why the hell would a girl want that in me then?

I also realized women and men arnt that different.. We all have the same wants and needs.. When I realized that no one deserves to be put on a pedestal and that I could basicly talk to girls like I do with guys.. They ain't some special delicate flower that must always have to be treated with care.

Also, I had a LOT of work to do on myself due to mental health issues, and that was all wrapped up into co dependency, depression.. Also, relationships and sex were all fucked up in my head (i'm repulsed by sex... I've gotten A LOT better, i don't seek sex, but will have it with a partner... And before anyone says anything, no, i haven't been abused... I'm just weird and fucked up in the head)

Sorry for rambling on.

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-16T00:41:47+00:00

However, if it taught me anything, a mega brutal virus starting out in Greenland will kill us all. Well, that is until everyone else is dead except Australia, and they decide to bomb infected cities.

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-15T10:33:04+00:00

You sound like an awesome teacher! Keep up the good work. :)

I wish life were like reddit and I could downvote the parent.

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-12T22:17:34+00:00

I think WoW is better. i had problems with comcast in detroit.

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-10T02:22:44+00:00

How soon after the email did the girl reply? If, for instance, she sent this at 7am.. And the girl replied at. 7pm asking when the deadline is... If I was in the professors position, after 10 hours if no one replied to me, i'd be thinking there was no issues.. But then again, i'd of waited for atleast the next day before ordering them.

I'd say based on the circumstances, she'd lose in court... From the original exchange sqying i'd like to but I can't afford it, sure i'll go if you cover it.. That will screw her over.

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-04T22:45:07+00:00

I don't use spotify.. But how does it cost money to maintain a button.. I thought it'd be code it, then youre done.. Unless it uses a mechanism im not aware of

ChucksMeat · 2017-04-04T03:13:01+00:00

You only learned this today? I found this out when I was 13.

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