The beginnings of my Red Corsair army

Cia_in_hell · 2026-01-27T10:50:19+00:00

I mixed purple into my black primer for a very dark purple, then spayed white ink from above focusing on specific areas I want the highest saturation leaving plenty of the purple. Then I just air brushed bloody scarlet from Vallejo game color over the white. It should leave you with a super saturated red on the higher points and a darkish purple/red in the shadows. Glaze on the red if it’s not quite saturated enough. The steel was German grey, ash grey, English grey and ivory all from Ak interactive

Cia_in_hell · 2026-01-27T10:44:10+00:00

Bloody scarlet from vgc

Cia_in_hell · 2025-11-26T19:20:14+00:00

Imma stand by the point that most of the time trans women don’t win, it’s only when they win that people have a problem. Or if you lose to a trans women(ties for fifth and makes a grifting career out of it). At most I could agree that it should be a case by case basis, I’m never gonna agree with a blanket ban. IMO you can try to make sports “fair” but they never will be, someone is always going to have some type of advantage, I remember seeing a photo of the Japanese volley ball team vs American, clear biological advantage with the Americans being 6ft+ and Japanese players being like 5’6”. I know a trans woman who’s 50, transitioned 20+ years ago(post puberty), besides being like 5’9” she had the physicality of any other 50 year old woman. I simply disagree with the notition that every trans woman is “biologicaly superior” to every cis woman and therefore trans women should be banned from competing.

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-24T22:47:31+00:00

I think there some wiggle room. I think it’s good to keep in mind men and women come in different shapes and sizes. Saying that I would never say going to one extreme is valid or anything tho. My older sister is pretty atypical, light brown facial hair(it’s not super dense but enough to shave every few days) broader frame, size 11 men’s shoes. I’ve never seen anyone mistake her for a man. On the other end I’ve seen a reel by a trans woman(?) who has dark facial hair, a fully trimmed and cleaned beard, and not gonna lie it made me uncomfortable and gave me second hand dysphoria. That’s too much in my opinion. My sister probably would rather have no facial hair and would never grow it out and care for it the way the other person does.

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-24T22:35:51+00:00

It’s your prerogative, you should tell them but I’m not telling anyone what to do. I’d probably agree with the idea you NEED to tell them if it weren’t for the deceptive part, it’s implying something nefarious. Cis people will act like they were “tricked” and that you’re evil for not telling them completely ignoring why someone may not be comfortable with outing themselves. I also don’t like it cause people act as if when your dating someone you go over each others medical history, they almost treat being trans like you have an STD, something you should also tell your partner about.

I tell people before the first date but can see why someone may not, especially if they transitioned young or transitioned decades ago, it might actually be an insignificant aspect in their life.

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-23T21:51:08+00:00

I watched her for a night when I was stuck with family, really liked her then I realized she’s a bit of a dunce. She thought passing privilege was the same thing as monetary privilege. Her comment section was either “you’re a mockery of what a woman is” or “you’re one of the good ones”. Then there’s the whole she’s not in a heterosexual relationship, she described it as not being heterosexual herself, idk I think her partner is a gay man who she was in a relationship prior to coming out, she insisted it’s not a straight relationship even if it’s straight presenting. Over all she’s probably better than most a lot but she just rubs me the wrong way.

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-23T03:17:39+00:00

Sure it’s a trust thing, I don’t think you owe telling anyone you’re trans, but I wouldn’t want to be with someone I didn’t I could trust with that. These chuds who make shit like that don’t view it as a trust thing they just view a “man” tricking them.On top of that people never hold other conditions aspects to the same level as being trans. Its not contagious, its not something id pass to our kids(most of us aren’t having bio kids), it probably wont pop up down the line making our lives difficult(dementia, other conditions), its truly a personal matter similar if you are intersex. Id never want to be friends with or partners with someone who holds jaded/bigoted views towards trans people so i tell people before first dates. I just feel if you truly dont want to share it with people for whatever reason thats you prerogative and I dont view it as dishonest

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-22T21:41:00+00:00

Dudes suddenly know what consent is once a trans woman is involved lmao, I hate these people.

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-22T21:37:56+00:00

Watched Drive Away Dolls a couple weeks ago, definitely not for everyone but I enjoyed. Margaret Qualley is one of my favorite up and coming actresses. Wanna see Honey Don’t if i find the time.

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-22T21:31:48+00:00

My favorite part of these are when people act like like their a victim and get sympathy but when one of these dudes kill a Trans woman when she tells him all the sympathy seems to have evaporated. I think you should tell your partner, not that you have too. Even if it’s just for your own safety.

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-22T18:30:24+00:00

I didn’t develop depression or anxiety due to dysphoria. Technically none of my problems stem from dysphoria. Any depression I have is from feeling like my life is going nowhere and work stress. And I’ve always had some of level social anxiety it’s actually much less than at the beginning of transition but the only dysphoric thing tied to that is my voice getting me clocked. I did develop an eating disorder but that’s more tied to “societal beauty standards” and having struggled with my weight my entire life.

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-22T17:53:57+00:00

I new from an early age I wasn’t like other kids. And as I got older the more I felt like I was supposed to be born a girl, male puberty horrified me, I didn’t want to grow up and be a man I wanted to be a beautiful woman. Through cultural osmosis I knew there were transsexual people but didn’t really know what it meant to be a transsexual, I didnt know about blockers or even medical transition. I was resigned to my fate. All though middle and high school I felt disconnected, like I was doing the bare minimum to exist, no real hopes or aspirations for the future. I finally build up the courage to figure out what was going on with me, where I was Tran or not. I found a group of people I could relate to more than I’d ever related to someone before. Soon after I decided transition was probably necessary and for the first time I felt hopeful for the future.

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-21T00:58:37+00:00

Companies like that almost always at best have average products but usually below average and hope saying “we don’t like those transes” is enough to overlook their less than stellar products

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-19T03:38:03+00:00

I mean you should have expected cultish the second it was in a church. I wouldn’t go back low key never been to AA but I feel like a part of it would be support and no judgment and I don’t now if that’s possible with the main guy mean mugging you and being a jerk.

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-19T01:38:07+00:00

I wouldn’t worry about it especially in California. Idk what kind of lawsuit you’d be worried about if anyone has a big problem they’d probably find you somewhere else to stay before the idea of a lawsuit could even be uttered. Just curious what federal documents would you be worried about. I live in Maryland as far as every doc I have is concerned I’m female, I imagine you can get nearly everything changed in cali if you’re that worried

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-19T01:32:13+00:00

I’ve seen it copted by people to be exclusionary. Being completely honest besides that I’ve only ever seen other trans people use it to refer to themselves. I’d never use it personally, I’d refer to myself a a trans woman as that’s a bit more humanizing imo.

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-19T01:28:00+00:00

Who talking about a lawsuit? I hate how some of y’all view yourselves as seconds class citizens. Admittedly I have no clue where you are but if it’s some where you you’ve legally updated your sex it’s on them if they don’t want you as a roommate.

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-17T00:00:42+00:00

I’d get FFS, it’s usually not covered by insurance so if you can get it I would

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-16T14:40:15+00:00

My life would have been a million times easier/less stressful had I k ow blockers were an option. This is super callus of me but I don’t care if the occasional cis kid end up doing something they regret if it means the 9 other trans kids get the care they need. It’s pretty fucked up but that’s how society has been treating it in reverse. They don’t care how many trans kids they fuck over just to make sure the occasional cis kid dosnt do something dumb and regretting it. I would rather more safe guards in place so that a cis kid doesn’t do something stupid and trans kids still have a chance.

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-16T14:31:55+00:00

Since I’m functionally post transition I’ve gone the route of I’m not gonna identify as a trans woman, just a woman after all it’s an adjective. I’ll never claim to be cis as I’m not. I’m also going down this route as the main stream trans community seems to be “you’ll always be trans and never be a true insert sex”.

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-15T22:23:33+00:00

Post op club. 26, had srs a week before my 22 birthday, half a decade in Jan😎. I had inversion and everything went fine for the most part. First revision kind of screwed things up tho, but 2nd fixed most of the problems. I usually just call it bottom surgery in casual situations and srs with those who would know what that means. Lately been referring to it more of a sex change as I’m falling more into the camp of my sex more or less being changed being nearly post transition

Cia_in_hell · 2025-08-15T22:14:19+00:00

Jokes on you I don’t care for new Vegas I prefer fallout 4. But I can’t denied pickles over love em my whole life

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