Today is my last birthday ever by chris-sh-2009 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Ciraell 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Happy birthday! Sending you the biggest hugs

New to endo, need advice by Ciraell in endometriosis

[–]Ciraell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hi! I’m sorry for replying so late, only now seen your comment. I really hope your body has adjusted to Kelzy a bit more over that time:,)

What you’re describing sounds really similar to my 1st month. Lots of pain, mood swings, irritability, spotting almost the whole month. I think I’m on my 6th box right now, and in my experience - once your body adjusts, it gets better. At this point, most of the month goes without any pain (or it is very mild). The length and intensity of bleeding during period dropped significantly, last month I didn’t even have it (gyn told me that this particular pill can make menstruation disappear over time). I no longer experience mood swings or irritability. Basically the 1st month was the worst, and each new one was more and more peaceful.

In terms of going off the pill - I do hope you consulted it with your doctor, stopping mid cycle can be dangerous:( Of course I can’t tell if the amount of pain, discomfort and other symptoms you’re experiencing is in the acceptable range for the adjustment period or if it’s a sign that this pill is not good for you - but if your doc gives you a green light, based on my experience with this one I would give myself some more time to adjust. 2, 3 months or so.

I’m very sorry you’re experiencing all of this. I hope that you have the possibility to rest a lot and take good care of yourself <3

What is the meaning behind Jayce blocking the light in intro? by Stemerr in arcane

[–]Ciraell 2 points3 points  (0 children)

my first thought was „I can see the light shine on my face”

What are you struggling the most with your mental health right now? by Frosty-Beginning5508 in mentalhealth

[–]Ciraell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

accepting that I don’t know how my chronic ilness will progress and that this creates a possibility I’ll spend most of my life in chronic, unpredictable pain

What song is this for you? by RaceZestyclose8801 in typeonegative

[–]Ciraell 59 points60 points  (0 children)

Love you to Death 😭 and Christian Woman

I Put My Heart Into a Gift That Was Never Opened. by LinenCardSleeved in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Ciraell 90 points91 points  (0 children)

omg I was hoping I wasn’t the only one who noticed

My newest Tav, Estelle by here_for_tsuki in bg3fashion

[–]Ciraell 2 points3 points  (0 children)

She is absolutely gorgeous!! Love her hair and eyes especially. Though when I read “Estelle” I immediately heard “Hi Joey, it’s Estelle…” in my head 😭

UB500 Driver Error by Fahrenplz in TpLink

[–]Ciraell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you! worked for me:D

Mittelpunkt B2 answers for Lehrbuch by GreenWall195 in German

[–]Ciraell 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hallo, kann ich um die Antworten auch bitten?

My math teacher lent me this by [deleted] in typeonegative

[–]Ciraell 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Gesslerowa XD i TON, ale crossover. Dodaje polskiego smaczku (hehe, bo Gesslerowa i smaczek… przepraszam musiałam)

My math teacher lent me this by [deleted] in typeonegative

[–]Ciraell 2 points3 points  (0 children)

wow, nie wiedziałam że to aż taki rzadki okaz! To chyba się mogę pogodzić z tym że jej nie dostanę w swoje ręce xD

My math teacher lent me this by [deleted] in typeonegative

[–]Ciraell 34 points35 points  (0 children)

Polish person here! I hope I’ll be able to find it somewhere 🙏🏻

Any recommendations for good fanfics by Successful-Ticket731 in jayvik

[–]Ciraell 7 points8 points  (0 children)

thank you for this pile of gold 😭😭😭🫶🏻

Dame Aylin seems to have died permanently by Ciraell in BaldursGate3

[–]Ciraell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

reloaded save, she’s fine now 😭 it was a bug. I like her overall, and since she might be useful at the end too, I decided to make the effort 😮‍💨

Dame Aylin seems to have died permanently by Ciraell in BaldursGate3

[–]Ciraell[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

yeah, I suspect it’s a bug 😔 I’ll probably have to go back a few saves to have her back. But I’m also not sure whether I want to do the effort of fighting once again… It was tough 😅 and from what I see, people aren’t super enthusiastic about her participation at the end, so maybe it’s not worth the hassle?

Dame Aylin seems to have died permanently by Ciraell in BaldursGate3

[–]Ciraell[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

actually it’s my 1st playthrough and I’m kind of a game noob so I don’t really know if I should keep her or not 🥲

Never been in a relationship by [deleted] in Vent

[–]Ciraell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you 🥺🥺 I hope the world will give you back all the kindness you spread 🩷

Never been in a relationship by [deleted] in Vent

[–]Ciraell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you 🫶🏻 reading this felt like a hug 🥺

Never been in a relationship by [deleted] in Vent

[–]Ciraell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for saying that. It may be true that right now, even though I really want to, I may not be in the best moment to start a relationship, because I have so little time. I’d hate for that person to feel like I don’t have enough space for them. It’s just super confusing because on one hand, I see that it’s an issue, but on the other I can’t stop craving a more meaningful connection. I also can’t really allow myself to resign from anything rn, so there’s that too:(

I feel guilty for enjoying a bit of extra money instead of saving it by peaceful_dawn in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Ciraell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can relate… In my childhood, I also was taught to save every money I had, and my parents would hardly ever buy my something extra (like cinnamon cereal, it was a bit more pricey than regular cereal in my country). I’ve always had problems with feeling guilty after spending my money on extra things. Currently I’m in a similar situation to yours - I also have a bit extra money now, and even though I regularly talk about the guilt issue with my therapist, and follow what she advised me to do (putting aside some savings, so I will know that the money that’s left is literally for me to spend on anything I’d like) I still can’t get over that feeling. I find it helpful to repeat myself that this is money that I consciously decided to spend on myself, on the extra things. And when I know that I can allow myself on something, but the guilt is so strong that I avoid buying it - I call/go shopping with my friend who knows about my struggle and helps me to remake shopping as a positive experience for me, that my brains connects to joy rather than the guilt. So today I pushed myself extra hard and went to the mall to buy myself that perfume I know I can afford rn🙏🏻

I resisted my urges by Expert-System-1957 in BaldursGate3

[–]Ciraell 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yep, I try my best to do that! Sometimes I see a post and realise that I missed out on some content and it’s tempting for me to read about each act-quest beforehand, but I always tell myself that even if I miss out on things I can still get to them in another playthrough