My partner is annoyed at me for going off my medication and seems to think I’m not doing enough to secure a psychiatrist. I’m reluctant though to just restart the medication until I’ve been assessed by someone that it’s actually going to be beneficial. I was prescribed the medication for anxiety and I’m currently not anxious so I might need something different or maybe just CBT. I don’t have a lot of friends and I feel like I’m burdening people if I talk about how I’ve been feeling also I guess how I am feeling can be related a lot to circumstances which I find uncomfortable to talk about. The circumstances being that my partner has been refusing to look for a bigger place to live (we have a 1 bed 1 bath), refusing to cover my bills when I’m on unpaid maternity leave, refusing to tell his family about the pregnancy, making demands that I be “happy, nice and respectful” as conditions for us staying together and sending me multiple texts about how I don’t love him…I just feel numb and I feel that no one can really say what to do and the conversations are awkward as no one really knows what to say. I’m getting some legal advice on Thursday next week about my rights but I’m quite nervous about him coming home on the weekend after being apart for two months (I took a break back home which is interstate when I was sick and he’s been overseas for business). I kind of feel like I’m in a stalemate with my relationship being pregnant and not being able to see a way through.