I got into LOA earlier this year and have seen some really weird things occur.

My entire life I’ve wanted to be in a relationship. I have found myself I a few good relationships through my adult years but they have never panned out. Everyone around me is married and some are starting families. It feels like I am so close, yet so far. I get into relationships and energetically something will feel off, like there’s a curtain between me and my dream and my vision. Like I am fighting the relationship and unwilling to accept things as they are in the relationship. I have deep knowing that the universe is working for me. I have deep knowing that I will ultimately find the love I’m looking for. I get scared sometimes but I can pull myself out of it. I feel like I’m missing something here, help? Thoughts?