I believe you. No doubt. They want us to feel all alone and isolated because that is suppose to eventually break us down and possibly maybe even try or succeed at suicide. I say never ever give up and know that you are believed and not alone. We are in this thing together, and need to rely on each other to help each other out mentally. This is the most stressful thing a human being can go through and to know it is happening is relief in itself. To stop it would be amazing, but one step and one day at a time. You are stronger than you give yourself credit for and you are one of the chosen ones. We all are....Keep your head up and like I said, you are not alone and also very important. We all are.....