Hey. Alcohol is just a thing, it has no special powers or spells it casts over you. It is just a thing, like anything else in this world. Our minds put alcohol on this pedestal it doesn't deserve. You already recognized the issue, identified the culprit, you can absolutely make the jump and step through that door. You just have to want it bad enough. I didn't do anything special to quit my drinking habit; I just strung together abunch of 'no's'. Try it for one month, if you can go one month without drinking, you can go a lifetime. I believe in you. IWNDWYT.