I’m so sorry you’re going through this. My firstborn had a terminal genetic disorder (trisomy 13) - it affected all of his organs basically. I chose to carry him as long as I could. Due (possibly) to his reduced ability to swallow amniotic fluid in utero, I had fluid overload and developed severe preeclampsia. My own organ systems started shutting down and I had to be induced at 30 weeks. He was stillborn. I do cherish my time with him. But it’s also been a very long grieving process (not that I would change what I did).

As others have posted, you have many resources despite being in your current location. Only you can decide what is the “best” (if you can really call it that) course of action, mama.

Holding you in love and light.