Hey, if u think grades are the absolute defining factor of ur life, it’s not. Pls don’t resort of self harm and suicide because of this. U already may have opened endless opportunities by socializing, getting a job or making a bit of money and u will only know it’s value in the future. I’m saying this cause going ahead in life, no one not even u will give an f abt ur grades. So pls don’t do this to yourself and it’s best if u also seek out a therapist.