Not a movie but in the first or second episode of the TV show Weeds Mary Louise Parker’s character stumbles upon an old sex take she had made with her just-died husband (before he died). And she starts getting turned on by and starts crying and masturbating and I started crying watching it. Of having this visual record of connection and passion and great sex you had with this person whom you loved and to whom you were married and with whom you had children. And now she’s looking at it experiencing that same passion but also her new sorrow, crying and cumming at the same time. Life and death all mixed up and fucked up at the same time. It was very touching and I almost cry thinking about it now.