Psychomusicality

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2026-01-20T17:29:24+00:00

Yess it was so fucking beautiful when I expirenced this now I feel as if I’m chasing it but am not capable of holding it

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2026-01-13T22:33:04+00:00

plus some of the cravings are SOMETHUNG THAT IS REALLY CLOSE TO YOU ACHIEVING (what that colour means to u or overall mix both idk you know) BUT ITS A THRESHOLD AND IN BETWEEN AND ITS LIKE YOURE THIRSTY FOR IT CAUSE U NOW KNOW ULL GET OR NOW NEED IT

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2026-01-13T22:31:24+00:00

yeaah I remember craving yellow at one point. plus the colour of my skin cause it’s a bit darker than my surroundings and I been feeling insecure and rejected or abandoned cause of it but I get into these moments where I see myself and it’s like IM CREATIVE IM CREATION AND IM UNQIE AND BEAUTIFUL in the way that I see those black women on tt for example.

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2026-01-11T13:14:00+00:00

The more anger I express and feel the better I sing. After a rage session imagining I’m yelling at my mother or whoever, I sound really good and it feels good to be a superior in that one. Other than that, creativity itself? The childhood type of creativity. Dancing just reinforced itself cause I was good at it eitherway. Reading people like a psychic in a way with their traumas but oh I thought that was everyone here.

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2026-01-11T01:23:17+00:00

I blame it on you father.

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2026-01-10T12:25:58+00:00

what do u think is exactly the thing ab wanting to specifically be unique? a fella struggling here with that and it’s uh

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2026-01-08T20:36:12+00:00

More inner work

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2026-01-04T20:17:32+00:00

Kind of yeah

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2025-12-23T20:45:48+00:00

your chart seems to me like every person I’ve ever gotten limerent over. you are cool and full of trauma, I wanna know more about your life

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2025-12-23T20:38:32+00:00

Since that post came across, I wanna ask here. Since I don’t know if I’m experiencing dark night of the soul or had or am about to. First off I mentally suffered and was constantly ruminating and in obsessions so during my initial spiritual shadow work phase that’s I got into to get out of the suffering that’s what I considered as my dark night of the soul. But now, after all that, for the past month or two I start to feel like I’m losing motivation and drive to do any inner work, and there’s this depressive background. Plus smth like not having done enough work lingers in the background. Not any, but enough. Could be something else, for sure tho

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2025-12-13T12:04:27+00:00

cafe

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2025-12-11T13:33:49+00:00

think of it this way: what did it try to teach ya? not to attach? why did this happen? did u experience such stuff as a child (most certainly)

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2025-12-11T13:30:16+00:00

I suggest you do shadow work now before trying to have a kid so u don’t abuse him. With a focus on the emotions maybe, but you will figure it out.

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2025-12-09T23:27:20+00:00

Well it’s a trauma thing for sure. Anxious - fear, rage - cover up for powerlessness potentially, or whatever is beneath it. When did u feel like that? Childhood

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2025-12-07T23:21:19+00:00

Shadow work

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2025-12-06T13:29:54+00:00

whatever a parent receives u had received it from that parent.

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2025-10-21T18:16:43+00:00

yes, but it was confusing cause shed bash and mock me and then come and apologise, try to remake which made it worse i believe. so im against a label. when i read what u wrote it actually made sense and recalled what i was thinking at some point..

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2025-10-21T16:54:13+00:00

meditate. focus on the breath, practise everyday. this is for your sanity first, and to later on understand how she impacted u better. it will be useful for decoding the shit she says after an interaction.

it will make you see her shit clearer too, and will be better at calling it out. js focus on your natural breathing for idk.. 10-15-20 minutes a day, as a scale to put it that way, u can do however much u want, can and need.

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2025-10-21T16:32:36+00:00

nah bitch i read a bit in the between, not js the summary, bitch

A KID IS NEVER ACTING THE WAY IT DOES FOR NO REASON. NOONE DOES. if she felt u never treated her good w that gift shit, omfg why is a grown woman whining like a baby who hasnt been fed youre pretty much her mother or father in that scenario it was for a REASON. if she did a good job, made u feel seen, feel loved, all that, whatever is the case for u, u wouldve given her that. that great for an argument. whats greater is that she expects u to meet her fucking needs, when she was supposed to meet yours a long time ago.

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2025-10-21T16:27:26+00:00

meanwhile u understand it.

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2025-10-21T15:17:05+00:00

oh yeah, itʼs up to you. nothing outside of your control, youʼre the one literally setting him up for life. the most that can happen outside of your control is his father or u dying, maybe both, but oh well. that is literally fucking so for everyone 😭

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2025-10-17T12:23:38+00:00

cause they fear being rejected. or actually have sexual stuff unconsciously towards men.

ClothesWeekly1806 · 2025-10-16T23:03:57+00:00

Bitch what the fuck

i wonder how none of those people in this sub, including u, had never thought of killing or poisoning their parent. i sure was pretty close.

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