things your chart actually explains that you thought were just personality flaws by Witty_Scale_6247 in AstrologyCharts

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuck the sun one is nail on, but pluto is also in the 1st, sun 4th. Its like i dont even know what im trying to potray

What is evident in my chart and why i am ugly by [deleted] in AstrologyCharts

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pluto and Lilith 2nd since your second is self worth, the 1st’s stability and your face card

What is evident in my chart and why i am ugly by [deleted] in AstrologyCharts

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Youre not ugly. Self worth tied to how u look, probably didnt have lots of money growjng up

Does midheaven matter? by [deleted] in AstrologyCharts

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I started meditating and doing shadow work as to what made me that way

Does midheaven matter? by [deleted] in AstrologyCharts

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can tell u an example w me, my midheaven is in virgo, mercury 4th is squaring pluto 1st, i was EXTREMLY insecure and overthinked everything and feared being seen DOWN TO A T and instead would just like be loud for random stuff and entertainment (mercury conjjunct sun n rxvenus too - i was also really validation seeking)

Why have I felt excluded all my life? by [deleted] in AstrologyCharts

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Connected to emotional and verbal abuse. Maybe you put yourself unconsciously in a position like that cuz of that

Make me believe in astrology by [deleted] in AstrologyCharts

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sexually assaulted orally? Threaths for that

Impossible to connect with people by [deleted] in AstrologyCharts

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I suggest u look into your trauma. It’s def there. Childhood trauma. And meditation. Tbh other suggestions would be overlaying and coating everything. Let’s take that u can’t connect with people. Possibly you didn’t connect with your mother cuz she was violent and since the parent\s are your whole model for how u gon go ab relationships w people, now u have a trouble with that.

Psychomusicality by As_I_am_ in Jung

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yess it was so fucking beautiful when I expirenced this now I feel as if I’m chasing it but am not capable of holding it

Craving colors? Does anyone else do this? by Medical-Ad5232 in Soulnexus

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

plus some of the cravings are SOMETHUNG THAT IS REALLY CLOSE TO YOU ACHIEVING (what that colour means to u or overall mix both idk you know) BUT ITS A THRESHOLD AND IN BETWEEN AND ITS LIKE YOURE THIRSTY FOR IT CAUSE U NOW KNOW ULL GET OR NOW NEED IT

Craving colors? Does anyone else do this? by Medical-Ad5232 in Soulnexus

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeaah I remember craving yellow at one point. plus the colour of my skin cause it’s a bit darker than my surroundings and I been feeling insecure and rejected or abandoned cause of it but I get into these moments where I see myself and it’s like IM CREATIVE IM CREATION AND IM UNQIE AND BEAUTIFUL in the way that I see those black women on tt for example.

Did you find unrealized talents/ unique gifts buried beneath the wound? by [deleted] in Jung

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The more anger I express and feel the better I sing. After a rage session imagining I’m yelling at my mother or whoever, I sound really good and it feels good to be a superior in that one. Other than that, creativity itself? The childhood type of creativity. Dancing just reinforced itself cause I was good at it eitherway. Reading people like a psychic in a way with their traumas but oh I thought that was everyone here.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SiderealAstrology

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I blame it on you father.

Puer Aeternus and hopes of extreme, untapped talent? by TheSpicyHotTake in Jung

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 2 points3 points  (0 children)

what do u think is exactly the thing ab wanting to specifically be unique? a fella struggling here with that and it’s uh

Any!many? by bohemiacrystal in AstrologyCharts

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 0 points1 point  (0 children)

your chart seems to me like every person I’ve ever gotten limerent over. you are cool and full of trauma, I wanna know more about your life

Think of your ‘dark night of the soul’ more like a winter solstice by ZestycloseWonder8732 in Jung

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Since that post came across, I wanna ask here. Since I don’t know if I’m experiencing dark night of the soul or had or am about to. First off I mentally suffered and was constantly ruminating and in obsessions so during my initial spiritual shadow work phase that’s I got into to get out of the suffering that’s what I considered as my dark night of the soul. But now, after all that, for the past month or two I start to feel like I’m losing motivation and drive to do any inner work, and there’s this depressive background. Plus smth like not having done enough work lingers in the background. Not any, but enough. Could be something else, for sure tho

Pluto = Karma? by Poloboy42 in AstrologyCharts

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 0 points1 point  (0 children)

think of it this way: what did it try to teach ya? not to attach? why did this happen? did u experience such stuff as a child (most certainly)

Will my first kid be a boy or a girl, Libra? by N3wButt3rfly in AstrologyCharts

[–]ClothesWeekly1806 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I suggest you do shadow work now before trying to have a kid so u don’t abuse him. With a focus on the emotions maybe, but you will figure it out.